I know I would do it just because I feel trapped, I know I won't feel much pleasure. I am caged like a wild animal.
A minute ago I made a post in my journal outlining a change in my goals. No dating in 2023. Self-improvement all the way through.
Enough is enough. No more P. More fun like reading books, having a nice dinner and talk with friends.
Abstaining WAS undo able. PAWS WERE brutal. Flatline FELT fatal. NOW, after nearly 2 yrs of hard mode rebooting…REAL signs of healing. NOFAP