Halfway through day 7, I am discovering new things about myself, behavior patters, false beliefs that I have about myself.
I HATE THE ANTI-CHRIST. I ordered from McDonald's, and the bastards forgot MY WHOLE BLOODY MEAL. The DQP burger and my two large fries.
The bastards had the nerve to charge me for it too! Sitting in the driveway with my dad, can't look at the bag at the checkout. By the time I get the order fixed, the rest of the meal is stone cold. Thieving little rats.
I had my first wet dream after at least two months today. Strange because I used to have one every two weeks or so. Is my brain healing?
I want to stop counting the days. But helping others is so rewarding. I will try really hard next 150 days. Speak soon!
Happiness is subjective, what makes one person happy may make another person sad. But it must involve attending to higher goals in life.
What should make a person happy is living a life without pmo, helping others, making a career and family etc.
All men seek happiness. This is without exception. Whatever different means they employ, they all tend to this end. The cause of some going to war, and of others avoiding it, is the same desire in both, attended with different views.
The will never takes the least step but to this object. This is the motive of every action of every man, even of those who hang themselves.
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Romans 18:18 - "I consider that our presents sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us". Never give up.
2 O'clock on a Tuesday and it's like my brain is back to full-swing. Why am I like this? Why can't I just control my urges?
There's only 16 chapters of Romans. Romans 8:18 [18]For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
It's so weird that out of nowhere yesterday, I got a surge of confidence. Even the thought of being rejected no longer scares me
Nofap day 152/365. Hardmode day 95/365. God loves those who don’t give up. A few glimpses won’t set me back. Nearing 100 days of Hardmode.
1. Make your bed every day. 2. Cold showers in mornings. 3. Aim to get in bed at approximately 10 PM on weeknights. 4. JOURNAL EVERY NIGHT. 5. Only use social media for communication purposes, leave apps deleted otherwise.
Had rest. Made up my two missed prayers. Spiritually recharged. Chosen ones wake up for night prayers at 3-5am. Prophetic Dreams & visions!
