73 rd day : Best days of my life enduring sweet pain.

I tried nofap for the 1st time and guess its 73 days of no pmo hardmode and no relapse. I was addicted for 9 years fapping over porn and by fantasizing every hot girl or women I saw on street. The important thing nofap taught me is that womens are not sexual objects, what we see in porn has nothing to do with the reality. Porn changes the perception of the world and everything start seeming as if this world is full of sex and only sex is what left important in life but since reboot my brain is actually changing itself when you constantly tell your mind that fapping is a curse and every time I ejaculate means I am loosing my vital energy and masculinity.
If one has strong willpower and patience then anyone could overcome porn addiction because its not a magic bullet which change your neurotransmitters immediately.
Yes you have withdrawal as well, severe anxiety, panic attacks, heart palpitation and many horrible things happened to me. Every time I thought I would b porn free but I didi it now that same porn doesn't make me fap anymore, it is easily avoidable. Now looking further to carry on this nofap streak to days like 90,120,365 and finally till whole life where I can see myself not as a porn addict. Feeling very happy although still suffering from some of withdrawal symptoms but its less in severity.
Benefits till now :
Pornstar like Penis
Increased Blood flow through body
Less anxious
Depression absolutely gone
Less fatigue
Muscles r growing
Skin glow
Increases Energy
Don't bother about street girls or women anymore.
Better sleep
Started Meditation (Important during reboot).
Started Walking
Eating Healthy
Less Tea and Caffeine Intake
Seems getting more attractive to girls but I don't bother them anymore.
Feeling more Confident.

The most Important thing is that I don't give damn shit to girls and womens anymore and my girlfriend offered me for sex as she had already broke up with me but I refused to have any kind of sex as I am not ready to break my hardmode streak and also now I am less interested in my gf after break up, let her go.

Suggestions : Shout from the top of the mountain when you r free with this porn and sex addiction. Feel the freedom, enjoy good food and this God gifted life, PMO really sucks your life and body.
Only those can fully recover who habe strong will power, patience and perseverance during recovery. Don't bother about withdrawal they are temporary.
Good Luck to Everyone
Change is waiting.
Stay strong.

 

You will feel. Bro but don't relapse and try meditation, I still feel strong urges and cravings, very high sex drive but now I cn resist easily. Stay strong bro.

 

My girlfriend cheated since I decided to quit this sex and porn thing. I would masturbate 2- 3 daily searching to the most bdsm or raping porn I saw but then I came to know that I am lossing control over myself and porn use to control my brain. I want to be a good person again, this porn has ruined my life. But I promise you after few months you will start to see the benefits but high sex drive will remain till year or so.
I have started getting strong morning wood almost every morning, my penis is ripping through my pants thats the sign that my penis is coming back to its natural sensation.
You have to be persevere in recovery don't fantasize dirty thoughts, don't see any nude pics atleast for 90 days after that yu can resume sex with womens but don't watch porn ever and also this masturbation.
Stay Strong
We all r born to rise not to fall buddy
Good Luck and keep posting your progress

 

Because nofap says if you want to recover from porn addiction stay away from everything including sex, porn, Masturbation and porn or any kind of adult stuff which will make you fall into the addiction again. I refused sex because my girlfriend only wants my penis but not me. Porn addict should be in search of true love then you can enjoy sex otherwise you will never recover.
Your brain needs time to heal dear. So stay away from sex till 90 days of reboot.

 

You didn't get me, I said if u want to have sex there are many prostitutes you may find walking around the streets and when you run behind sex rather than having sex with your true love is addiction. And during reboot my opinion is to refrain from sex too for successful recovery after that you can continue sex with your gf, I didn't say sex is bad.

 

Yes, It doesn't grow but the blood flow inside penis increases and you can hold that erection for long for better sex experience for your gf. My po**n star like penis means, I have good enough size of my penis and its quite like a p**n star. Before when I used to masturbate and watch po**n my penis hardly have strong holding for long time although I m watching po*n but now Its much harder and flacid and able to keep erection for long.
You will also get that glory back but stay away from PMO.