Came across pics

So two days ago i was looking for googling a cool wallpaper for my phone amd came a cross hot pics and then more stuff after that... i did look for a bit but then closed it down and threw my phone to thw side and walked out of my room. It got me pretty good but usually when i would be looking/edging, i would get to a “point of no return”, where relpase would be bound to happen within the next two days beause id keep doing that... but ive been able to control myself since then but i feel horrible for having looked at those pics... i frel like crap. i wake up every morning like super depressed. i dont stay that way because i end up motivating myself somehow but still i feel bad

 

Thank you, I just feel like it’s on my mind and yeah I’m tempted because of it but I just feel ugly. But I’ll try to push it away and move forward because I think he more I think of it the more likely I’ll relapse