Did porn turn me gay?

How about showing a bit respect for people who are gay and have no choice in the matter?

 

I wouldn't take this too personally. If someone said something similar about a "protected" category I belonged to, I wouldn't care. Hell, all my friends make fun of me for who I am.

I actually had someone on here PM me a hateful message with slurs (with no proof of my race) and I didn't really react to it. Anger, depression, sadness, hate.....those are emotions that are waste of damn time.

Now, if someone threatens you, that's an entirely different issue.

 

I do respect them You took the wrong thing away from my comment.

 

Really.... "Who the fuck would want to be gay- stop fapping and pray" - please tell me where the respect is in that and what else was I supposed to have taken away from it?

 

Well Obviously I'm Not the only one that agrees with this. And I don't have to show respect to gay people in every comment I make. I'm not homophobic I know some okayish gay people. But I still stand by my comment. No one wants to be gay.

 

It’s not a decision and there is nothing wrong being gay....pray to god? Jesus it’s the 21st century...

 

Good for you Move on.

 

After watching gay porn in real life and feel emotionally sick and very negative. I treat the guys as a threat then and do not want to be close to them, so that nothing will happen. The brain tells me that I see them differently than before and it scares me. Until recently i would not even think about it, I hope it will pass with the reboot from pornography. It's terrible what this addiction is doing to a man.

 

So basically this is a classic case of escalation. Your brain needs more and more to release the same amount of dopamine. You really do need a a PMO free life for this to go away you will remember who you really are after all this. Believe me I was their and now I can say the devil is a lie and he use porn to cast his biggest lie.

 

yes. escalation is one of the cruel affects of PMO addiction!

 

I can relate to this too!

It started with transgender porn but they had to be extremely convincing.
Then I started to like anything regardless of how convincing as long as they were slim and had nice makeup/hair.

This led me to getting turned on by cock.
Eventually I was imagining pleasuring a cock by hand and getting aroused by performing oral.

I was so confused by myself because I was turned on by cock yet turned off my men.
I started watching a lot of glory hole porn because I couldn't see the guy attached to it.

That escalated to trying anal with a dildo.
I didn't like it but needed it.
After I finished I felt so dark and didn't understand why I was compelled by it.

I've always been attracted to women.
Until last year I've never been excited by anything sexual with a guy.
I did watch a music video about 10 years ago when I was around 18 and it had a slim transgender singing and that's what started my porn searches for trans women.

Right now I would say I'm romantically and sexually attracted to women.
I'm not romantically or sexually attracted to men.
I'm sexually attracted to cock.
I am sexually attracted to non convincing trans.
I am romantically and sexually attracted to convincing trans.

I've certainly PMO frequently since puberty and who knows how much that's affect my attractions.
I'm going for the full hard mode reboot for 90 days then just O with the Wife thereon forever.

 

The desensitization in naturally straight man is definitely real. Porn can make people think they are becoming gay and some may go on to live a gay lifestyle or experiment with that. I was there at some point. Once your mind associates these fantasies with bigger and better orgasms, there is no easy way back. Your only option then will be to stop porn.

Also, 2000 years isn't going to stop God from being God. I have absolutely nothing against gay people who could be gay from birth but for some of us it has a lot to do with lust and I believe this is why God wiped Sodom and Gomorra off the charts. If people think this is too outdated in the 21st century than that's okay with me but if there's one thing I've learned it's that the human body will react to sin in certain ways that the probability of there being a God becomes more of a certainty. These negative emotions associated with lust and addiction, depression, shame, anxiety, guilt, fear, obsessions, they expose porn and masturbation for the evil they are.

 

gay is not about only being sexually attracted to males, it also means you are MENTALLY attracted and LOVE a person