[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

day1. yesterday should have been day0.

 

Day 6.
Doing fine schools done so that's sweet. Now it's time to clean the appartment and prepare for next week. :O

 

Relapsed. Day 0. I'm learning about my behavior and habits, though.

 

Checking in 11/14 - Stay strong over the weekend everyone

 

@2525 Complete with 14 days. Had some weak moments, but I've learned many of my downfalls and shortcomings. Resetting to 0, and starting 30 days with a stronger mindset. I WILL win.

 

day 13!!!

-1

 

Day 11/14
feeling great almost finish this journey stay strong do not think about p.. or M.. and we will overcome this bad habit. someone on YouTube said try to look forward how do i feel after relapse. Terrible try to avoid it stay sober u will feel much better super saiyen instead of feeling like Krillen ;-)

 

Ok this is my 4th relapse since I started.... wtf.

 

9 days - not so bad!

 

Try again. Never stop. Over and over again. thats the only way. Try do change something else durring your day. For instance: do some meditation and focus on your goal.

 

Checking in .... 1/ 14 !
Kickin ass instead of spankin to it !

 

Day 0, I completed the 7-Day challenge today, and I'm ready to take on the 14-Day Challenge!!! Lets Goooooooo!!!!!

 

I wish I could be shoved in a rehab place for a month. I'm too programmed and I accept it. My grandiose will says over and over again that I can do this I can figure this out. Now I'm feeling self contempt, I'm mad that I've been "trying" for years now with some progress. Idk man I'm starting to get fed up with myself. Jacking off to porn is just too much fun. A huge part of me wants this shit out of my life. I know I'd be happier. But every few days it grasp me. Convinces me how much fun it is even though I know fooling around with a real chick is soooo much more rewarding. I'm wired to enjoy jacking off to porn and I totally surrender to the fact. Doesn't stop the fact that I wish not to be....

 

Day 14!

@2525 please add me to the hall of fame

 

Day 12

 

Still Day 1 cause i had a relapse yesterday

 

Day 2/14

 

Day 5- no real urges today, feel like i'm controlling myself a lot better now. Definitely feels rewarding!

 

Stay strong man, I know how you feel. You can't let your addiction get the better of you and control your life. For me I just think about the positives. PMO gives you small moments of happiness, but then you feel lethargic, have a lack of self-motivation, begin hating the person you've become etc. Just think of the end goal and where you'd like to be.
Try to do something else when you feel like you may PMO, such as going on a walk, or push ups etc (just anything to get you away from your computer/laptop!). Just take it one day at a time and you will succeed

 

Day 1/4!!!