Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today I will not use porn because it's not even on my mind at the moment and I don't want to let it back in !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I will not use porn because it is temporary happiness.

 

Today I will not use porn because I know how it feels to relapse and reset the counter and this time I understand how difficult the journey is but I don’t intend to see it for what it is but rather fall in love with it, as the final goal is worth achieving! I can’t wait for the day when Iam able to control my urges how ever big or small they are and redirecting them productively!

 

Today I will not use porn because i need my all my energy to do positive things, not waste time and hurt myself !

 

Today I will not use porn because I had a dream about a "dream girl" wanting to have sec with me and I dreamt I had PIED and couldn't get it up! No more hyper stinulation from the computer to mess up the real thing

 

I will not masturbate today because I don't want to fail anymore. I WANT to do this and to prove myself that I'm not as weak as I thought I am. I want to reach 90 days, and I'll look at the mirror confidently feeling proud and happy that I did it. I will be free.

 

Today I will not relapse because I want to best as I can

 

Today i will not pmo because i'm feeling great by abstaining. It's not always easy but the by understanding what addiction is and what the mechanisms are behind my addiction i feel so stupid i have been addicted for so long. The feeling of being so stupid, i so much stronger than the urge to go fapping. And, yesterday as i was meditating, i had an amazing experience..

15 minutes into meditation i was thinking of nothing. I was completely empty and i just placed my hand in my boxer to lay my willy correctly. He wasn't lying well in my underpants. So it was not a sexual thing at all..
And i really did not think of anything sexual..

But i got a MASSIVE boner. One i have actually never experienced before. Het looked much bigger than when i was on pmo.
Is the because i might be on the end of my reboot.

So, I WONT FUCKING RELAPSE!! YIHAAAAAA

Have a great day folks!!!!

 

Meditation is really hard for me because my mind wanders everywhere and it ends up in the PMO memory section...yikes.

It is good that you are recovering from the effects of PMO!

However, be EVER VIGILANT. Many, including myself, relapsed at unexpected times...

Whatever the case, may peace bestowed upon you by the LORD.

 

Haha, thats the exact reason to continue meditating. I had the same.. I have a pretty much adhd 2.0, so when i started i could not get my mind to shut up. My mind went completely mental. I wanted to quit. But a good friend of me just told me "dont quit, but everything time you notice you thoughts are not at counting your breath, just go back to breathing." I'm doing it for 8 months now, on a daily basis, and you guess.. I hardly think about anything during meditation. and, the best part... I can control my mind a lot more during the moments i'm not meditating. One can not run a marathon without training so dont expect to meditate as a pro after 2 months of training..

And I am vigilant because i dont want to go back to that guy is was. I'm going for the 180 days warrior challenge..

Ciao

 

Today I will not watch porn because finally i will stop this addiction and the sooner the better

 

Today I will not PMO because there's no way back.

 

Today I will not use porn because there are influences all around us, we must discern which are good and which are bad, porn falls into a bad category and puts one’s mind into a stupor.

 

Today I will not use porn because I want to not see women as objects. They are worth a lot more than that.

 

Today I will not use porn because yesterday I did and today I feel tired and ashamed

 

Today I will not use porn or fap because it’s pathetic and I don’t want to clean semen off my hand.

 

Today I will not use porn because I am living my life with integrity.

 

Today I will not MO because I need all my energy to swim and to study

 

I will not pmo today because I will never get anywhere if I keep giving in

 

Today I will not use porn because this is a Holy Day in my life and faith!