A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

17 days far.
Looking forward to reaching adulthood in abstinance tomorrow.

 

23/90
Wet dream again, usually i dont get wet dreams at all during my streaks now i have had 2 big wet dreams within 5 days..

Possibly sleeping too much on my back

 

Half way through 7days challenge..

 

Day 4 of 8

 

I'm doubling my days each time, so the one past 90 for me will be 1,2,4,8,16,32,64,128
Or do another 91 days. 90+91 = 181. I think you're right for setting an new goal though. I've been at 90 before and just carried on, thinking I was cured became complacent and relapsed at 113.

24 days is great, be proud of that and know that you have made real changes to the way your brain works, stay calm, focus and get back on the road to recovery, don't hang around at the beginning get some days behind you and you'll be passing your previous record soon.

4/4 Well done. Now it's just the same again to hit 8 days and you'll fly by a week on your way.

 

0/1 disasterous. Seriously need to stop and concentrate.

I just didn't even try and feel like poop cos of it. Why do something which makes me feel this bad and shameful. Stupid

 

Its alright mate, we have all relapsed many times here. Its part of the process.
Just need to pick yourself back up, try and learn something and keep at it

 

Congrats on reaching 4 days!

 

18 days. Staying focused. I will reach 20 because I can.

You're right. Find out how you become focused. Then, stay focused. You can do it.

 

Thank you for the support! It helps me a lot

 

day 66/90

 

@Aleksey I like the binary representation of days count/goal
I would expand exponentially good luck
1 - 2 - 4 - 8 - 16 - 32 - 64 - 128-256 512 1024 2048...

 

1 - 2 - 4 - 8 - 16 - 32 - 64 - 128

going good for 4 (blue) target almost there

 

Thank you but for now my ultimate goal is 128 days. Maybe after that I will go for 2048

 

Relapsed again, after a few hours.

At the moment I’m in the situation where I lost my spirit, my will to fight. I’m a bit indifferent, don’t hate the porn as I used to do. I’m sure this state of mind will leave over time, because I’ve experienced a pattern. After a good streak (my last was 15 days for example), I make a mess of it for a week with many relapses, then I have a good streak again etc. But at the moment I lost my will to fight... I don’t know what it is, does any of you recognize this?

I’ve been thinking: would it be good to abstain from porn, but to M every 5 days for example, for 25 days, and after those 25 days quit MO too. I know that no PMO is the best, by far, and I’ve always wanted that. But lately it is like I do not make progress anymore. I keep making the same mistakes all over again... and the last few days have been really bad in terms of NoFap... Thoughts on this idea guys?

That is my biggest fear. That I will reach 100 for example, and then ruin it because of indifference or complacent behaviour. But at least you know it’s possible. You’ve done it, so that means you can do it again, and even better.

Exactly how I feel too. Getting sick of this crap. I hate it, but a part of me can’t get enough of it, even when it’s so destructive. Get up man. You’ve got to do this.

 

Day 2/7 without PMO, Coffee and, coke.
I'm not sure why but for some reason I was extremely tired in the last two days, it was kinda annoying.

 

7/14 8/14 9/14 done

 

In my opinion masturbation is just not a great idea while rebooting because it goes hand in hand with porn, and will probably make you crave porn even more. I think abstaining from all of it is the way to go when we are all so addicted.

Ive relapsed like you more times than i can count. Its hard and its a long process, relapses happen but we must not dwell on them or we lose even more progress or say 'fuck it' and relapse again. Avoid a binge. I know how frustrating it can be after a relapse and how disappointing you can be. Every time after a relapse i would think all day about what happened and about what i could do. Every relapse i learned more about how it happened and thats the goal we should all have after a relapse

 

24/90

 

relapsed
Goal: 3 days.