[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 0

 

72. Im out of flatline. Man these boners are coming out of everywhere.

 

day 5!

 

Day 0/90 Let's do this again

 

Day 4/90. Woke up in the middle of the night, my sleeping pattern is really bad lately.. stay focused!

 

Day 5 (Season IV)

Let's make the 100 Days happen!

FANOS:
I'm feeling tired, my back hurts a bit but I also feel motivation and good emotions.
I love that I stood up disciplined on time today, this really improved.
I need to use every hour of time I have, even if it's hard to avoid distractions.
I own my laziness. I will remind myself every time I waste time and instead do productive work.
I am sober and will stay.

Some people say, don't pressure yourself too much. That right, you need to find out how far you can go.
I personally believe I can do more with my life right now and should avoid all kinds of distractions and focus on priorities first.

 

3/90 A large journey starts with the first step (in this case with the third =P).

 

Day 5.

 

Lack of condifence
No morning wood
Lazyness
No attraction for female
,actually when you do nofap for long time your brain get confuses and try hard so that you start to fap again...
Here is detailed in this link
https://yourbrainonporn.com/porn-recovery-and-mysterious-flatline

 

Day39

 

67th day. On we go.. still painfully difficult some days.. i feel that there is still much rewiring to do!..

 

Day 0/90
Been relapsing for a couple of days after 38 day of no pmo (personal record).
Let's see if I'll be able to abstain from pmo all the summer.

 

Day 4 .. my brain is working tricks on me .. instead of giving me a direct urge .. he's skipping thoughts slowly into me "stop with the act..go back to what you've been doing for years.. today you relapse .. this isn't for you .. you're weaker .. you have mood swings you feel like shit .. just donit already" ..
These thoughts are like fuckin posion ..

 

Didn't post yesterday... Day 6 done and day 7 well underway...

 

I hate that too. Let me play and be your real conscience for a second: Don't stop with the act, don't go back to what you've been doing for years, today you won't relapse, this victory is for you, you're stronger every minute.

Day 52.

 

Try chaste tree herb kills libido while taking it, called monk pepper also it does work for me.

 

88/90. 2 days left to the victory.

 

Today is day 71 and it's the 1st of June of an unknown number. I came to an agreement with God and my wife yesterday when he's ready and she's ready is when will be ready to assume our sexual role in our marriage. If I keep on putting end date on it it seems like it gets harder not easier. Progress is a process not a number.

 

Day 0/90, it's a new day, it's a new life

 

You are greater than the person from yesterday