A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

I am on day 80 of 184, HARDMODEpmolimitedtouch no nudity hand holding light hugskisses only. I am going toridmyself of ed problem also , inprocess of self removal of short term antidepressant use alongwith adhd meds.
Family trauma aside I objectified my blonde german wife of 33years for many of those. so first off difficulty is or was my middle name, a flow of sex went from 80% anytime to 100% nonecurrently difficult hell yes, HARDMODE Pmo is for me the only way to fix this relapsing, restarts and to me is an easy way out its your path not anyoneelses.
I look at nofap alot statisticallyHARDMODE users are far moresuccessfully than otherapproaches. Face it alcoholics must stop all alcohol to actuallyfix themselves. I digress "p", iswine , "m" is light beer but for an alchoholic to stop "REALLYFAKE". PMO all the way I am sosorry for your relapses, I couldhave flogged the dolphin today when I accidentally saw my wifes tattoed backside nude because of opening in our bathroom no I did not, why I am committed I got a raging hardon but did I act on it no. Back to normal time 10 minutes, or maybe I could have traded 2 minutes fapping then 80 more days to be where I am rightnow. God decides if, my wife chooses when we have sex again not my puppet-dick-dopemine -crack -pipe. God is awesomesurrender submit to him. Anyoneneed help here if you need help to actually quit pmo and useHARDMODE to do it contact me via whats app of here be ready to work though.
https://chat.whatsapp.com/0QligykLpA2FOBPYwWUW1e
only if your serious if your going to fap do not apply, or orgasm, of look at porn.

 

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81 of 184 just got through snuggling on my wife got a boner that was number 7 boner last night I did that too cuz it makes it feel like things are working but now I feel kind of guilty my wife was okay with it though and there was no action

 

Im In

 

Quick release today. Unnecesaary.. Back to 0.
0/1. One day at a time, but maybe I'll take a break from the forums. The need actually arose after browsing the forum.

 

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Do what you have to do. Take care man.

 

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Day 82 of 184 you couldn't ask for more or or could you? Steaming hard mode pmo definitely rebooting and resetting waking up with a boner every single morning like right now looking down at it and go on not today knowing that you have the confidence in the power over it and it doesn't have it over you when God decides and my wife chooses we will have intimacy with sex again God bless you everyoneremember only you controlyour body it does not control you

 

Sexualstrongholds from a husband,This is not God’s desire for her, for him, or for their marriage. God doesn’t care more about men than women or a husband’ssexual needs more than a wife’s feelings.

The Bible is clear. Thepicture of proper maritalsexual relationship is described in the Song of Solomon. It is mutual, it is reciprocal, and it is freelyentered into by both partners.

The Bible also has a lot to say about the misuse of sex. For example, Paul says, “Letthere be no sexual immorality, impurity, or greedamong you. Such sins haveno place among God’s people” (Ephesians 5:3,4). He goes on and warns, “Don’t be fooled by those who try to excuse these sins, for the anger of God will fall on all who disobey him. Don’t participate in the things these people do.”
what a great motivational read for me hopefully forothers "Always strive to do the right thing, live likeJesus did do like Jesusdid".....
The rest will fall into place 82 days 100% sex free porn free hardmode pmo with my gorgeous wife with a beautiful spirit.

 

Almost on day 32 31/32
I found, this good link from Hindu Bagwat Geeta
Sri Krishna says in verse 3:39 of the book ‘Word of God Bhagavad Gita’, “O Arjuna! Lustful desires cover the knowledge and carry away intellectual discrimination of even a wise man. It is a constant enemy of the wise. It is like a raging fire which can never be satisfied!

 

Day 38/60..

 

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Had my first wet dream this reboot last night. TBH, I’m having a hard time right now. Feels like I’m losing grip. Just need to survive this day.

 

day 128/150 . Reboot is proceeding and I am trying to improve life, social context. I understand I have arrived to a limit which I cannot overcome alone. These days were very difficult, I was very bad andthere was the temptation to pmo. I broke the addiction going out from home, in the nature. Now I know I have to face my social problems, my phobia, and I want to go to a psychologist. Now is the moment where I am doing the reboot. Now is the moment and it is my decision even if it is painful to my parents who don't want to accept I go to a psychologist. But this is my life, i am still young, just 25 and I want to overcome the limits of a life

 

Stay strong man.

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Day 39/60..

 

hurray 32/32 goal achieved

new goal 64, double

32/64

 

This is what I was searching for. I am in day 19. I don't want to reset my clock ever. Let me take challenge for 50 days.

 

wow 128 your reboot is happening, god bless you my friend day 83 for me of 184

 

83 of 184 doing well just a minor in between the legs swell but it was not living hell got up and ring the bell and walked away learning how to snuggle with my wife while I'm not getting aroused feels like one of those Visa commercials priceless

 

you are doing geat my friend