[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 14 done.challenge completed.moving on to the 21days challenge.see you there

 

8/14

Best day I’ve had so far. To be clear, NOT the easiest day. The best day.

My balls feel weird. My prostate is achey. I’m still not sleeping great. My penis is shriveling like a raisin. I have very little energy. I’m stiff in the back and hips. I had an unsettling erotic dream again last night. But...

I’m staying strong and focused and that is it’s own reward. Today I even found myself laughing out loud to some standup comedy I had on. I don’t remember the last time I really belly-laughed from comedy. I’m feeling my feelings more deeply than I have in years. Sadness too, but even that is oddly a welcome respite from the numbness of years past.

And even though I feel lethargic, I forced myself to take a long walk today (2+ hrs).

Just got back. Hopping in the shower and heading to bed. Thanks to everyone who has commented, liked, or replied to anything I’ve written. The seratonin and dopamine from those alerts has been a lifesaver in weak moments.

Thank you to the NoFap staff, moderators, techs, etc. You are truly heroes in my eyes. And to my peers, fellow PAs and SOs alike; thank you for posting your stories, struggles, successes, suggestions, etc. I’d say “I don’t know where I’d be with out this forum” but the truth is, I know - I’d be PMOing and isolating myself from others and sacrificing the life I was meant to live.

 

Day 5

 

People say that whenever you get your urges think of big red X with a black background and it should control your urges. One thing I have found to work better is drawing X with your mind. Lmk if it works for you.

 

Let me try this method..

 

8/14

 

Day 1

 

Day 1

 

Day 13/14. Just gotta get through tomorrow!!

 

Day 7/14, I promise to be PM-Free today

 

Day 13/14.

 

Back to day 0. Bad weekend this was for me.

Is there a way I can update my tracker on mobile? I’m having trouble at least trying to get to desktop mode.

*edit* never mind. I figured it out.

 

4/14

 

1/14

 

Day 6 out of 14 is completed.

 

Great job. I will see you a couple of days in the Challenge 21!

 

Day 13/14

One more to go!! Not a bad day, kept myself busy.

 

One more day Brother, and we get to move on! We can beat this!!!!

 

One mare day my brother and we move on!! We can beat this!!

 

Hang in there my Brother!!!! We can beat this!! We are all in this together!!! I have felt a lot of what you are, It will pass. Don't let it get you down. It is all part of the process of first wiping the slate clean and building it back up again in a much better way.