22 yo german guy

Hey everyone,
why is there no german nofap forum.

I started watching and downloading porn since I got my first own pc with 14. The Internet connection is too slow for smooth streaming, thats why I started downloading.

My one Terrabyte porn harddrive is now full and my other backup drive broke recently. Instead of getting another 1tb backup drive I will put only the favorite porn on a 128gb stick and keep main drive as a backup.

my collection:
~20.000 xxx video files
~20.000 xxx pictures and some gifs
~ 1250 hours total download time = 25 minutes per day
~ 7,5 downloads per day (on average over 8 years)
~ 3 week holiday = longest nofap/not using porn time, I don't like the wet dreams

total time wasted on porn: no idea, but way too much

my fetishs started soft and went more and more hardcore over time, when I now search the internet for the stuff I am interested in I rarely find something new. I feel like I have almost seen everthing.

I have social anxiety and no friends. I never had a girlfriend, never even kissed a girl. I had sex with a prostitute once.

I am not convinced that its healthy to not masturbate at all. But I will stop watching porn today until first September (not sure about the fapping) and see where it leads. I hate the wet dreams tho.

Peace

 

ok, my succesfull nofap/ not using porn streak ends now. I have to delete my counter. Peace

 

Hi,
I wanted to let you know that I deleted all my porn with secure eraser a couple of month ago and also my pornhub account. I don't miss anything, it was one of the best decisions of my life!
So this is probably my last post here!
Peace out!