[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3, I believe. It's been sobering for me to think recently about how much has to happen (most of it before we even exist) for us to get anywhere in life. I've been lucky in that I can no longer cope with the fact that feeding something like this is squandering everything that's been done in this life and my ancestors' lives to bring me to the point I currently am and live at my full potential. Maybe when considering this it's hard to come to terms with the fact that much of my life I've been outputting mediocrity (at least when compared to what I am truly capable of) because I've been scared, didn't push myself to it, or have had ways out. Now, porn has become another way out that makes it even easier to continue doing less instead of more and sacrifice what I really care about.

But something about accepting that, accepting how ridiculous this addiction is and how pathetic it would be to continue existence like this as a replacement for what is obvious could be instead, is freeing rather than barring, as it initially seems. I think this time I'm gonna make it.

 

Day 14/30

Feeling tired I've just gotta make it through this last day of work.

 

Day 2 done. Looking for to finishing day 3. I decided to take this one day at a time.

 

Day 21/30.

 

13/30, almost to two full weeks!

 

Day 2

 

day 4 of 7

1st week of the month

 

hi guys
i have completed 3,7,14 and 21 days challenge in a row.
i am here for next challenge hoping for your support .

day 0/30

 

On Day 12 now.. staying strong.

 

Day 12 now. Today I get results from a medical test, and if these results are negative that would be a very big disappointment, and that is a situation in which I need to be very careful not to relapse.

 

Day 20: done.
Day 21: In progress...

 

29/30

Congratulations! 29 days ago I was exactly where you are now. Good luck.

 

Day 29 / 30

 

Day 7/30.

 

26/30

 

Back to day 0

 

17 down, 13 to go.

 

Day 2 done. Having a ton of temptations and I’ve gotten really close to relapsing. It’s hard at the beginning when it feels like there’s little progress

 

15/30.. Half-way through.. I felt a lil tingle today, and got caught up in some emotions which I'm still workin on not doin.. But, for the most part I try and let it pass through, and not dwell in them.. Works for me for the most part.. Still goin strong NF!

 

oh man!!
I feel I am slacking off on my routines..I'm close to day 30!
I need to establish my routines otherwise I'll fall right back to where I was!!