I need some support

I just have found on Facebook that a girl that I was so into is on vacation with some guy. i think they were seing each other for more than 2 months now. He did the move and she was interested in him. I didn't. I actually met her only in her job environment. I don't want to say what she's doing. Don't want it to backfire me. Wouldn't want anyone to get a clue - in some miracle way that I am me.

But I am attending a place every month and I see her. I tried to ask her out but she refused 3 times. So I stopped torturing her. I know how it is when someone who you are not interested in is trying to get you out. I'm rejecting a lot of women in my life, but recently I was doing it because I was so into that girl. I was torturing myself.

My psychologist told me that I am really hurting myself showing my interest in someone who doesn't show any interest in me.

Still I was thinking about this girl 24h. Please guys give me some support. I'm not into relapsing. I just need something positive. I already talked with my family and one friend about this. They are supporting me. Still I need as much positive words as possible. I would appretiate it.

 

Every single post from you guys suck!


I'm just kidding I love you guys. Every single post is awesome and I am 100% with you guys with each of your posts. You are all right about this. I feel a lot better today. I found a lot of strength. I'm free now. I can show finally interest in women who look at me and want me to take an action. I was close to do that today but I kinda freaked out. I helped a girl with a bike and she was looking at me wanting me to ask her out and I just said.. ok em, cya, have a nice day too. That was BAD. I think somehow I did that because she wasn't as pretty as the girl I was crazy about. Stupid I know. Or maybe I did it because I was too insecure about myself. I have dry lips at this time of the year and I was scared to get closer to her. It won't happen again. I promise that to myself from this day.