[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 2 /14

 

Im now on Day 6/14 and have some problems but im keep the strike to go to 7

 

Eleven days

 

8/14

Nearly lost it all last night when I was not in my right mind. But - I realized that the motivation I needed was right in front of me. No way I get these girls I was fantasizing if I am not so preoccupied with becoming my best version

 

4/14

 

I just wanna relapse on the 28th because I'm pretty sure I'll be home alone that day and I know I'm kinda cheating because I relapsed on purpose Sunday cuz I had been watching a lot of porn that was fucking with my mind and I even looked at some porn yesterday but I'm trying to be more self-disciplined everyday and I wanna reward myself on the 28th and then after that do the 21-day challenge or something because I honestly don't think porn is that good for me

 

Day 1of 14.

 

13 of 14

 

2/14
In the morning I was at school, after class I was preparing a presentation for tomorrow at school, in the evenings i was cutting hair, at night watched soccer and did some home work afterwards. Going to bed now.

 

ONE MORE DAY LET'S GO! I'M CHEERING YOU ON DON'T LET ANYTHING STOP YOU!!! WE'RE ALL CHEERING YOU ON! MAKE US & YOURSELF PROUD!

Day 4/14.

I had urges but they weren't too strong. I had a pretty bad day (not that bad compared to some), and I even got urges. I remember... I even relapsed when I was having a bad state, but it would always make things worse. I was really close to, but I even cried when I was walking back home (was at the library studying, and struggling with programming and couldn't get anywhere). Tears passed, but I'm so glad I didn't relapse. It's made my day much better. It hurts a lot, but I know because I didn't give into evil... Goodness is around the corner God-willing. Having such a low...your devils will try to distract you and say this will make things better. Heck no, I'm not falling for that. I don't want better for 10 seconds. I want better forever, and a rollercoaster of bad days and great days will always be better than any rollercoaster being addicted to this bs. I'll knock each devil out, and I'll get something even better. Thank God. I really hope I made my significant other proud, I want to keep making her proud... and she doesn't know anything about this... but I really do feel I can treat her better like this; like she deserves.

Keep it up y'all... and post your thoughts on here! It helps me so much. I don't have anyone direct to talk to about this, and I realized it made it so much harder. This forum is like self counselling. Love y'all. <3

 

You cut hair??? Hustle hustle hustle!
Give me a fade one day!

 

Day 3

 

Day 1 Done.

 

Again reach the 7 Days and relapsed... so its again on Day 0

 

Very encouraging message there Gammakage

I'm on Day 2/14 at the moment. Struggling already. Trying to "urge surf".

 

2/14

 

Day 7

 

12/14, really enjoy following you guys on here, sharing on your highs and lows

 

New to this challenge. Hope to get to 21 day and further.

 

Day 1/14 done.