WTF? Don't know exactly where to post this, but yes I am very lonely.

dude that is so fucked up, the situation with your mother and everything. i can't even imagine how that must feel like. feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk about it, and try not to lose hope!

 

You have to talk to your teacher ASAP. Tell him/her everything. Especially the belt action. Just do it. Speak up. Defend yourself. You're not your mother's property. Feel free to speak both here and your teacher. Fight back...

 

Bro go to your school and talk to a teacher that you trust the most , I was in a smiler situation as you are, I still feel suicidal but confirming has improved it , i think you need to talk to someone about it

 

Why is going to public school considered as punishment?

 

Hey brother, my heart goes out to you. I can't say I understand the emotions, but it sounds like hell. I'd get the fuck out of there. Is there a youth shelter you could go stay at? Doesn't sound like you've got a lot to lose. If it were me, I'd just get the fuck out of that toxic environment. I think most cities have youth shelters, and you'd probably have a case worker who could help you getting back into school and all that. In any case, please, please don't give up. I know it's cliche, but you're young and you've got your whole life ahead of you. Things can get better. PM me if you'd like. Peace and love.

 

Seriously, what the hell. I don't understand what could drive people to such madness. Doesn't your mother care if you died? Seriously, if your suicide attempt went through, you would have been the next case filed away. Dude, stick close to God, common sense, and needed support. Remember, you always have us.
PM me if you need to.

 

I'm glad you're okay. I really think you should be talking to someone about this stuff. Start with a suicide hotline (I know you're not suicidal anymore, but they can refer you to places that can help). The cold, hard truth here is that your mom is abusing you. You should not have to suffer this treatment. Please stay strong and seek help. No responsible parent would ever treat their child this way. Keep us posted and take care of yourself!

Someone mentioned it (and it does sound cliche), but life *does* get better. I'm 51 years old and have seen my share of shit since I was a teenager, but I can tell you in all honesty: It does get better! You are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

You're welcome. This one seems to offer an online chat option in addition to a phone number:

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

You have to scroll to the bottom of the page to find it, though. Best of luck and keep us posted!

 

Brother, please go to public school. You will find lots of friends. You will learn how to communicates and surely your home will not be a prison for you.

 

That is awesome! You're most welcome!

 

i’m sorry man. you’ll pull through. Life may not be easy. The road may not be straight. But better times are still to come. Stay on nofap

 

Hey bro, I want to tell you that you sound like a legend. A lot of great people I read about were treated this way which forces them to do things that changed the world.

I do not know your age but it sounds like you are a young person.
I encourage you to ignore all who hate you. I promise you you a legend only if you will reach deep inside you and bring all the energy inside you out.

As for suicide please rule it out. You cannot be defeated. You sound too special to be defeated by suicide.
I also feel lonely and depressed just like you sometimes but I know life will never be the same always, so I try to change things.

Bravely press on and you will be happy in the end.

We love you

 

Does that suicide prevention line work outside US? In my shithole of a country there in no working suicide hotlines. And there are, like, 22 autonomous child and woman shelters but they dont accept boys older than 12.

 

I don't know. But, you could try the online chat section at the bottom. I would hope they don't turn anyone away. If they do, let me know and I'll track down something for you, if I can. Are you in any immediate danger?