[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Today I will not use porn because it is slow poisoning of the mind

 

I will count this as day one, the end of it I'm feeling really good

 

---ALL-STAR MODE---
7/21

 

15/21 go one more everyday

 

Day 7/21 the real fight beginning

 

Day 3 of 21!!!

 

Back to day 0 for me.

 

Checkin day 5

 

Day 0

 

Day 7.

 

14/21

 

Screwed up yesterday night. Didn't P but ended up M and O'ing. And it wasn't even a good one! So pissed off with myself. Starting again
0/21

 

When I started the 7-day challenge I achieved it and immediately relay, I made the 14-day challenge and today I try to reach 21 days but I do not want to relapse anymore, it's as if my mind said you have achieved your goal you can relapse.

 

Day 16 completed!
Day 17/21

 

Day two, going well on the urges side, it's going not so good for other reasons (I have sleep too much) I am angry with myself for the time I have loose. Don't worry I will not relapse for this

 

Yeah I know sometimes having extra hurdles to get through can sometimes stop you from relapsing. But it really just comes down to using willpower sometimes

 

Day 1/21

 

THINK that I am on 2 days. Can't remember if I updated my counter or not! Know that I resisted the urge last night and this morning, two key times of day for me. Really aiming for the bigger picture of getting in to some sort of relationship, and know this has got to help. Hard to keep focused on a non existent and only potential prize.

 

Starting from today.... day 1 - 18/12/2018

 

I relapsed, there is no excuse for it lt just happened. Do I feel weak for constantly allowing it to get the better of me, yes. But am I slowly building up my resolve and learning from these failures, absolutely. Tomorrow I reboot. And I look forward to it.