[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 6/21.

Today was a good day, not as productive but great because I socialized! I'm going to cut ties with someone who's been quite toxic. I've felt quite anxious to but, I know it's the best for both of us. I really hope that maybe this will make me finally realize certain things that I've been yearning to realize. No urges today!

 

Day 6 checking in. idk why but day 5 was a killer for temptation... there were a couple of times I found myself typing something sexual in a search engine “Knowing” that it would probably lead to porn... it’s like this old habit that’s been programmed into me. It’s this lie that I tell to myself over and over again.. “Oh it’s ok if you don’t type the actual name of the website in”. I seriously think I am delusional or something when it comes to this stupid addiction.. Fortunately I somehow stopped before it went to far, but GEESE, I FREAKIN HATE MY PERVERTED MIND!

 

I am starting this challenge in Hard Mode!! No O will be hard, since I know that if I meet a pretty girl I usually try to make things go somewhere ... But what I like about this is that I can set my mind to really getting to know other people, and never think of them as a means to something.

 

gz man! hope I will do the same in two weeks. Cheers!

 

Day 7

 

Checkin' in; on day 12.

 

3 days done! Currently in day 4. This feels like my best run in a while. More on top of it than I have been. Just got to watch myself in those sitting at home a bit bored moments!

 

Checkin !!!

 

Hi guys, I'm in.
I just finished the 14 days challenge. So I'm already 14 days ahead.
Only need 7 more to accomplish this challenge.
Let's get it done.

 

Day 0

 

Ok it's been a while, I'm on day 4 and it's all fine, I think this time I will do it

 

Relapsed yesterday. Day 1 today

 

Been there. and unfortunately done that. Cheer up.

 

Day 3 of 21!!!

 

12/21

 

Checkin day 8/21.

 

4/21 - Women have a dignity.

 

Day 3/21

On January 29th I WILL be at 21 days!

 

4 days
Day 5 now. Have come down with a stinker of a cold. I can't blame withdrawal for this, but I do remember this also happening to me the first time that I properly gave up a few years ago. Got really sick. Just going to rest up, but also resist temptation when sitting around.
Feeling good about this mentally though

 

Day 2