[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

too many expectations brings too many disappointment...so thats why just focusing on reboot journey...day 26/90

 

Checkin day 8/90.

 

0 day in

 

Day 13

 

i'm starting now, fingers crossed

 

Day 17/90 started. Last night I thought of sleeping early but I couldn't sleep till 2am in morning. During that time I had heavy urges but I used this site and my urges reduced. So I should not be awake that late at night at any time it's very dangerous. Today I need to study for exam tomorrow. I hope I use it to the fullest. Cheers.

 

First day here. Never late to start. Starting today. I Know it would be zero today. But it's zero that makes million , a billion.
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Day 0/90 had a great day today and I know I can do this! I choose to be a better person! Let's go brothers!

 

How many years did you masturbate???

 

Checkin' in; day 35.

 

Day 6/90, 1 week soon

 

I almost wanted to seduce a woman over the chat. I couldn't control myself but somehow I came out of that thought before it's too late. Anyway I didn't start to seduce I am saved. Today I will talk to the woman about nofap and all, for my safety of the streak. I stopped those thoughts by roaming open and took shower. All this happened Today afternoon 12pm. I used the panic button also and read posts on nofap forum. It's a real close call.

 

28-29/90

 

This is my first day!!! I really want to put my best to achieve 90 days without any PMO

 

Guys I need help..... I didn't sext this woman but I did flirt. No p words used but a little sexual flirting. Should I consider it as relapse? My physical brain feels a little uncomfortable inside.

 

1st of all this is day 8
2nd a relapse is made how you feel it, if you think nah that's ok it's ok but if you say no i crossed a line then you should consider restarting. IMHO I don't think that was a relapse but brother you have got your own goals to match! Stay strong keep on!

 

Day 3/90

 

Day 41

 

Day 17/90 coming to an end. Today the sexual thoughts I couldn't control much. They keep coming back again and again and again. Few times I didn't even realise that I am having scenes running in my head or I want to be sexual in my head. But I tried my best not to make those thoughts continue. I have realised that I didn't yet fully attain control over the situation if the situation itself offers the sexual matter. Many things to learn I guess

 

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