Today I sinned!

Nice talk, but what's up with your profile pic? Poseidon?

I don't agree with the shame and guilt thing.
Maybe I missunderstood you.
But if you cheat on your wife who did everything for you and you don't feel shame and guilt, something is wrong with you. Same goes for God.
If you remorsefully repented and still insist feeling shameful and guilty, then that's a different story.

Beside of that I agree with you.

 

You are quite inspiring !I really admire how you deal with things ! Well done!

 

Thank you, brother. God bless you and guide you into all Truth.

 

Muhahaha.
Today, I styled myself a little bit because I had an important meeting and the respect I get through that doubles and tripples. Otherwise, I'd not care about my appearing as long as I am clean.
This girl and I left the building together and she wanted to stay longer with me but I could not.
And guess what, I did not lust!
What a bad guy I am.
How terrific.
Jesus is the Way to go.

 

You guys are spiritually blind and very, very, very bad counselors. Extremely bad.
Just few years ago, I was even struggling to talk to autists online because I was that depressed. Jesus set me free like the Saviour and King He is and I'm so relaxed and focused at the same time that the CEO and CFO from the quite big and known institution I'm working for immediately showed respect.
No, I won't use my hands, very soon, I'll be abstained one year from it.
With that logic, I'd rather pick up a random girl on the street.
So, a very, very bad advice. Extremely bad.
I won't act on your worldly understandings as no one should.

 

Except for the part about Jesus (may peace be upon him), I support u at 100%. Dont listen to these evils advices.

 

Again, may His Peace be upon you.

 

16. And mention in the Book (the Qur'an), O Muhammad ( the story of) Maryam (Mary), when she withdrew in seclusion from her family to a place facing east.
17. She placed a screen (to screen herself) from them; then We sent to her Our Ruh [angel Jibrael (Gabriel)], and he appeared before her in the form of a man in all respects.
18. She said: "Verily! I seek refuge with the Most Beneficent (Allah) from you, if you do fear Allah."
19. (The angel) said: "I am only a Messenger from your Lord, (to announce) to you the gift of a righteous son."
20. She said: "How can I have a son, when no man has touched me, nor am I unchaste?"
21. He said: "So (it will be), your Lord said: 'That is easy for Me (Allah): And (We wish) to appoint him as a sign to mankind and a mercy from Us (Allah), and it is a matter (already) decreed, (by Allah).' "
22. So she conceived him, and she withdrew with him to a far place (i.e. Bethlehem valley about 4-6 miles from Jerusalem).
23. And the pains of childbirth drove her to the trunk of a date-palm. She said: "Would that I had died before this, and had been forgotten and out of sight!"
24. Then [the babe 'Iesa (Jesus) or Jibrael (Gabriel)] cried unto her from below her, saying: "Grieve not! Your Lord has provided a water stream under you;
25. "And shake the trunk of date-palm towards you, it will let fall fresh ripe-dates upon you."
26. "So eat and drink and be glad, and if you see any human being, say: 'Verily! I have vowed a fast unto the Most Beneficent (Allah) so I shall not speak to any human being this day.'"
27. Then she brought him (the baby) to her people, carrying him. They said: "O Mary! Indeed you have brought a thing Fariya (an unheard mighty thing).
28. "O sister (i.e. the like) of Harun (Aaron) [not the brother of Musa (Moses), but he was another pious man at the time of Maryam (Mary)]! Your father was not a man who used to commit adultery, nor your mother was an unchaste woman."
29. Then she pointed to him. They said: "How can we talk to one who is a child in the cradle?"
30. "He ['Iesa (Jesus)] said: Verily! I am a slave of Allah, He has given me the Scripture and made me a Prophet;"
31. "And He has made me blessed wheresoever I be, and has enjoined on me Salat (prayer), and Zakat, as long as I live."
32. "And dutiful to my mother, and made me not arrogant, unblest.
33. "And Salam (peace) be upon me the day I was born, and the day I die, and the day I shall be raised alive!"
34. Such is 'Iesa (Jesus), son of Maryam (Mary). (it is) a statement of truth, about which they doubt (or dispute).
35. It befits not (the Majesty of) Allah that He should beget a son [this refers to the slander of Christians against Allah, by saying that 'Iesa (Jesus) is the son of Allah]. Glorified (and Exalted be He above all that they associate with Him). When He decrees a thing, He only says to it, "Be!" and it is.
36. ['Iesa (Jesus) said]: "And verily Allah is my Lord and your Lord. So worship Him (Alone). That is the Straight Path. (Allah's Religion of Islamic Monotheism which He did ordain for all of His Prophets)." [Tafsir At-Tabari]
37. Then the sects differed [i.e. the Christians about 'Iesa (Jesus)], so woe unto the disbelievers [those who gave false witness by saying that 'Iesa (Jesus) is the son of Allah] from the meeting of a great Day (i.e. the Day of Resurrection, when they will be thrown in the blazing Fire).
19. Surah Maryam (Mary)
I wish u to read it one day...

 

I read its translation when you were like 12. Before that I had been reading it multiple times in a language I did not understand like a maniac since I had been a kid.

Proof or it didn't happen.

 

I didnt understood too when i was a kid and i left too. Then i found the truth by myself, using my reason. Maybe you have bad memories about Islam from ur childhood but you need to think about it again as an adult now. If u tell me that u read arabic and u didnt understand and it was boring annyoing, I say yes u are right, smne had to explain you why you have to read arabic, and smne had to teach you the meaning of it. So you were already smart at a young age, u wanted to understand, not to follow blindly something illogical. So now as an adult how can u follow a religion where 3=1. What happened to your critical analysis. Somethings are beyond our reason and we cant undersand it so we have to follow guides blindly, but when it contradicts the reason then u cant follow it, except if you shut down your logic/reason but for how long?
A video that i like because this guy is full of logic and objectivity

Wake up my brother !

 

First of all, I left islam when I was around your age. I don't need to talk about reasoning, I'm a programmer and my applications and DB evaluations usually work.
Nonetheless, I don't trust religion or my own brain but the Spirit.
Go ask allah to reveal himself,
and then ask Jesus to do the Same.
And then make a decision.

 

U can be logical at ur job and illogical in something else. I dont know a lot about programmation but if u type 1=3 it wont work correctly. What is this thing that u call spirit?
Why would I ask God to reveal Himself? I already have a book of truth where He explains everything.
When Moses came to our appointment and was spoken to by his Lord he said: “My Lord, enable me to see You.” He said: “You shall not see Me, but look at the mountain; if it remains steady, you shall see Me.” When his Lord manifested Himself to the mountain He turned it into dust, and Moses fell down in a swoon. When he regained consciousness he said: “Glory be to You! I repent to You, and I am the first of the believers” (7.143).
And why would I ask a human, a Messenger sent to the old jews (Jesus may peace be upon him), to do something for me?
Or maybe u are talking about this weird man with long hair that u invented as a god. Now science says that Jesus looks like this type of man https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/health/a234/1282186/
U see the problem with your religion is that there is 0 logic so my reason tells me that this is a human made religion full of false and mistakes. I dont really wanna follow it. And i am not even sure that u can find a verse in Bible where Jesus claimed to be God and asked you to worship him.