[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 0/21.

 

10 days done, but tonight I will have sex so I am starting tomorrow from the beginning... it is an international sex day...

 

Day 15

 

Day 1/21

 

1/21.

 

The thought is back. He(pmo) says to me. I have everything i need. Internet, my phone, and my locked room where no one can border me for the next few hours. Just let go and give in, forget about everything. But (me) i dont want to do it, its not going to help my situation. Pmo: just let go of everything and gain the satisfaction you deserve.

So my question is, what am i holding on to or what is it that i am holding back or what load am i carrying in my head or worries that i have that porn wants to feed off. What do i need to let go off?
Any thoughts?

 

3.days in. Managed to do the 30day challange, but have relapsed hard. Need to find some success, hence starting with 21day challange.

 

Day 2 done. On to Day 3!

 

ALHAMDULILLAH,
here my day 14 is passed and now as i said. i am going to jump warsaw of 365 days...
GOD be pleased.

 

i am not here to sattle i am here to achieve i was just getting warm up...

 

Day 19/21

Feb 15th = 21 days!

 

Day 1.

 

9/21. Let's get it!

 

Getting thru today was very tough, I mean VERY tough, I wanted to rub one out so badly. But alas, I held true to my convictions, and it’s with that notion that I can say DAY 14 OF 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


P.S. Happy Valentines Day to anyone that cares about that stuff lol

 

6/21

 

Day 16 going strong

Immediately logged in here to escape after countless triggers started to fire and tempt me. I keep having thoughts like "it won't hurt just to look at without the M" but I can't even risk looking at girls on the social media. Do you guys think going completely rogue can have side effects?

 

Day 2/21 completed. Some troubles during sleeping but it's okay

 

Day 20/21

2moro will be 21days!!!!!!!!!!

 

If by rogue you mean just forgetting all you know and go full pmo, then yes. The guilt you are gonna feel will eat you up, cus you know better by now. Thats how i have been feeling this past days.

 

Day4/21. Wow..
I almost succumbed to watching porn. I took some unnecessary grey area risk. Knowing i could be triggered. I had spare time and nothing to do with it ,but i just realised i could have studied my bible. Why ddnt i do that. I realised i had no goals set for the day so my mind couldnt remind me.
Part of my plans for the day was to meet my accountability partner for counsel and envangelism and thank God i ddnt give in because i wouldnt have been able to do any of that, i probably would have stayex home with my guilt riding me. I also need to let go and forget about myself.
I qlso got to hang out with people to celebrate and have a good time in Gods pdesence for the valentine celebration. Also my girl suprised me. Its funny how porn can rub you of so much real pleasure and satisfaction.