326 days of no pmo

I feel much much better than 326 days ago. There is no going back. However, one year is not enough for me to be fully recovered.

 

Well, my erections are still around 60-80% and not always can I keep it (background of severe pied for years). Besides that, I still feel there is a lot of room for improvement on a psychological level. Nonetheless, I am very grateful to nofap and I feel I am on the right track.

 

Hi Talalelsayed,

Role model is a big word but here are some facts over my journey regarding your questions. I am 36 and I have been pmoing for almost 20 years. I hit rock bottom after I wasn't even able to keep an erection with a transexual prostitute. On my way back home I watched porn compulsively. That same night I discovered nofap and here I am. This is my first attempt.

My motivation? So many lost opportunities, several humiliating pied moments, nofap forums and hope on a better future. And lately, realizing that no pmo has really improved my life and my mental health.

I've been the first of my friends doing nofap. Some of them supported me, others laughed at the idea. Now one of my best friends is gonna start doing it.

 

I developed that festish in the last year of porn usage. Never before had I watched trans porn, or better said, never before had I liked trans porn. So yes, I think it's a consequence of porn. It's related to the coolidge effect and the search for novelty. Check it out online.