Greetings from a Hero

A bit arrogant, aren't you? Good luck on your journey.

 

It's his attitude. As long as he accomplishes his goals and does not hurt anyone on the way, I don't think a little bit of pride on the way hurts.
My best wishes on your journey, hero!

 

Good luck, hero

 

To be a hero, you must learn to reach and find the answers that no one else can even see or imagine to be possible.

These answers lie in the beyond, in places where few venture into, in the unknown.

Because by the time a hero is needed, all that has been known has been tried and everything known has failed. All that remains is bravery for those who know how to make the journey and return.

 

Yeah that's the ticket

That's something no one can teach you. There's no lesson plan for the hero. You gotta rise up and grasp hold of it all on your own because that is the lesson the hero must become. A light of hope blazing in the darkness.

"Look! See! I did this, so can you!"

 

I've felt inadequate for long time... So I want to tell a little story of where I found a hero inside myself.

After Highschool I dicided to study music performing. I discovered a few bands that changed my life like The Beatles etc.
since we got internet the year before. Musical expression was the ultimate for me and having a knack for it myself the
decision was quite obvious. I studied at COPA. The first half of the year went good for me, I killed Knocking On Heaven's door
by Guns n Roses the first Ensemble Evening where your parents would come and we'd do a big show. I sang and did the lead guitar part.
Anyway I was a very socially awkward kid, but then the 4/3 of the year came around. We got a Radiohead song to study, so obviously I YouTubed them... Blown away! Like what the hell is this? Woah. And then I listened to Creep. I couldn't believe the sheer honesty and ugliness this person was indulging himself in. I was hypnotised... by the time the part came where he was singing about how "She's running out" the woman is rejecting him, I could feel all the times in my past I got rejected. I was good looking, many girls wanted to date me, but I was filled with shame because of how my dad always made me and my brother feel like there's something wrong with us. Then at the part where hes sings "Runs.. runs.. runs.. RUUUUUUNN!!!" I felt possessed almost like a ghost gripping the bones in my arms and legs, I jolted, my hair stood up on my arms and the back of my neck. I felt what I was running from my whole life, dad never being there, struggling to make friends, covering up how I felt about myself so people would like me! I walked home after that in a complete daze. Everything looked different, the pavement was literally glowing. I felt liberated... paradoxically. I went to my friend's metal show that night, met a girl by the bar, charmed her, hugged her, danced with her, made out with her.

Let that sink in

I was high for 3 weeks after that. I decided that my highest value will forever be authenticity. I will live the honesty that saved me. So it's no surprise I'm an existentialist today. That same 3/4 of the year I won Best Written Song of the year and after seeing how Jack White does it on stage, I was inspired to win Best Vocal Performance of the year as well. Seek the truth no matter how ugly. Done.

The Abyss, decent into the underworld




Originally posted in https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...an-anti-christian-thread.218627/#post-1933978

 

It would probably be better for me to start a journal. How do you do that?

Apologies I'm new

 

As Kirk would say,

"To boldly go..."