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Tell me the most disturbing things about porn! (Motivation)

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Mar 3, 2019.

  1. I need some help. I've been relapsing to porn for the past two days. I never fapped but I still felt terribly guilty and ashamed afterwards. I'm in a downward spiral that I must break free from. If I don't, then all of my work, all of my progress, will be gone. Wasted for what? Nothing.

    So pls, tell me the most disturbing things about the porn industry so that I will never ever watch that degenerate filth ever again. I just need some powerful motivation to kickstart my fresh new streak strong!

    And also, if you can, tell me about the most disturbing things with as much detail as possible. I won't really mind.

    -Captain Rex
     
  2. ReclaimedLife

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    Fucks your picture of a wamen up entirely.
    You can't enjoy vanilla sex anymore at all.
    You get PIED and even if the girl is gorgeous in your eyes, you might not get it up if she doesn't start acting like a pornstar.
    Porn makes you think you like stuff you really don't, like gay sex, degrading behaviour towards wamen and transwamen fucking or getting fucked.
    Stops you from looking for a great character instead of just her body.
     
  3. Some porn sites use women who were trafficked. Some times porn you view is an actual woman being raped. Try and think of that next time you watch porn. There is a very high chance you PMOed to rape.
     
  4. 1978

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    Porn gives you a totally false idea of what real sex is like. The first few times I had sex for real, it felt strange. I wasn't as turned on as I was expecting to be. And as ReclaimedLife said, it can cause you to get into some things you wouldn't have otherwise been into. For example, you might get really into watching videos of guys ejaculating, even though you're not gay, just because it's something totally different to watch. But it can get a lot darker than that. You can end up watching videos of guys being kicked in the balls or having "ruined orgasms". It becomes exciting because it's shocking and different. I got really into watching videos of guys being dominated and mistreated by women, because I could fantasise that it was me being mistreated, because I didn't value myself sexually. I got turned on by the idea of being mistreated by women in sexual situations.
     
  5. Thank you guys for the motivation! The more powerful the better! I already know how utterly degenerate and disgusting porn is, but I just needed some good motivation to help me start off fresh. I don't want to watch porn anymore for the rest of my life.

    It's just that the demons of my dark past have come to haunt me and now they are trying to bring me back to that hell hole that I put so much work and effort to get out of.

    I won't go back there. I just can't afford to go back. Life is far too precious to waste. I will always be on NoFap. Always. I won't mind fighting until the day I die!
     
  6. Depending on how long you have been addicted to PMO the longer it will take to heal--as we've all heard of course (It will take years off your life in a sense). Late teens/early 20s GONE, never to be experienced again for me, money down the drain, disgusting fetishes/thoughts that aren't mine..the list goes on and on
     
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  7. its evil runs deeper than i can explain in words honestly, i have seen some awful things.
     
  8. ace1234

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    Im pretty sure I witnessed actual rape once. Two guys invited a couple then tied up the boyfriend, raped the girl with the boyfriend watching. The whole time the girl was saying no, no. Afterwards the girl was literally crying and in a prone position. You couldn't fake her tears. The two rapists were smiling... it was so fucked up.

    I was never more disturbed by anything Ive ever watched. Most disturbing genre I got into was beastiality.

    I felt as if I was traumatized myself, for a little while.

    Sadly, that didn't stop me from watching other types of less "disturbing " more "acceptable " forms of porn.
     
  9. Yah i saw some stuff like that, usually with those videos the girl ends up loving it, but when i saw this one comic where the girl was hating it, she was being tortured, there was no happyness or pleasure, she wanted to die... it really shook me to the core, i was so disgusted with myself, but because i saw that it has made me a kinder person, a more sensitive person, and now i fully understand the horror of porn.
     
  10. frogs2345

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    Think of porn like this: these girls are somebody's daughter. I have had this fetish that for some reason wants to take vanilla girls and corrupt them into being toys or slaves in this fetish. It freaked me out when I realized what it was all about. The hypnosis videos, the degrading literature, everything was about becoming a slave to this fetish so you have to buy stuff for it and watch porn endlessly. There are even people on YouTube proud of being in it or wearing it 24/7 for years at a time. It disgusts me.

    Imagine if it were your daughter or son being enslaved by porn or someone with a pornified brain. Never being able to help them because they can't distinguish reality anymore due to all of the porn.
     
  11. Infinite spirit

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    Porn is the most evil shit in this world nigga ..stop right FUCKING now!!
     
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  12. arpyegap

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    Porn is without a doubt evil. If you are of the Christian persuasion, I would say it is as close to the Satan as you can get. At first it seems cool, exciting or attractive, even fun. It becomes your "friend", but soon that "friend" becomes your master. It makes you do, say, and seek out things that are quiet simply evil and dark. It is like a small seed planted in your mind that grows inside of you like a weed, like a parasite and will eventually kill you... you may still be alive, but your life will be consumed. The most evil and ironic thing is that we invite it in!
     
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  13. ace1234

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    Every evil is invited in, not just porn, name any sin.
     
  14. ReclaimedLife

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    We don't simply invite it in. It sneaks in due to convenience. It's more convenient to watch porn, tv or play videogames instead of dealing with any real issues that are in regards to relationships, career or friendships.
     
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  15. Remember, we're all here because we don't want to live that disgusting life anymore. You are part of it. We're all suffering. Keep going, you're gonna make it, and remember, progress is not linear.
     
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  16. I also saw a lot of disturbing videos. It disturbed me a lot. I ask myself why these kind of things are allowed on internet. All porn sites should be shut down. This kind of billionaire industry is harming people's life.
     
  17. letter

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    Imagine...

    Every one of those pornstars could have been someone's wife or husband, with a happy family...full of joy and laughter.

    Even the best of porn, where everything is 100% consensual and even desired by all involved, what about their hearts? They'll do their act and go home to empty houses, drink and do drugs, and maybe pass out watching Netflix. How many pornstars can say they are living their dreams and are truly happy?

    And that's the best that porn can offer them.

    Everything else just goes downhill...
     
  18. I find threads like this motivational as well, because we are tricked by porn to think that it's all okay, even that it's a healthy form of expression, etc etc. It's a lie, and there are some horrible things that happen in the porn industry that we don't know about when we watch. Does anyone know of any good documentaries that show the sad background to the industry? I saw one once that showed the toll that porn takes on female performers; after filming a scene a girl felt nauseous and had to go backstage and just cry. It was heartbreaking. I don't remember the name of this documentary, but I've read about others. Beware, though--documentaries like this can be HUGE triggers to watch porn, but they can also show us just how disturbing this shit really is, and motivate us to just stay the fuck away from it.
     
  19. ReclaimedLife

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    Quite a lot have regular boyfriends or are even married.
    But i know someone who was with a pornstar. Even for the most laid back dude, that can still lead to issues.
    It's a difficult life, and pray to god that if you leave it, your current SO doesn't find out. Some will leave if they find out.
     
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  20. letter

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    Yeah, ofc some try to live a normal life, but as you say...it leads to issues.

    I've heard from someone, a doctor of some kind, that people who practice open and consensual polygamy tend to suffer more self-esteem issues than those who practice monogamy. I considered her a credible source as she herself practiced polygamy and had studied the issue.

    And that's just casual occasional swinging. Trying to bring normal life and porn together? My word.

    We have enough trouble with it in our own lives and we're just watching it happen.
     
    Last edited: Mar 4, 2019

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