[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3

 

Day 28

 

Day 3/90. Seems like there is so far yet to go, but I know that this is all worth it. Just keeping on praying and keeping on trying, and I know this will end soon. So, I guess the fight continues!

 

Good way of putting it N8erZ - day 8 here

 

05/90

 

86/90....four days away....observations to share with the brotherhood here:
1. By whatever mean, learn to say good bye to the old habits and learn new ones.
2. If you fail, learn, because if you learn then it was never a failure to begin with but a wonderful opportunity for growth.
3. Be kind to yourselves, never ever ever speak poorly of yourselves. We are all in this together and by living one day at a time we are warriors....

 

Day 49/90
Feelin' good, staying busy

 

Somewhere along the line I mis counted I think. Today is day 78

 

Day 144

 

2 days out, 88 to go.

feeling tired today but overall it was a good day. yesterday was also a good day, this comes to prove that when binging don´t follow a relapse, the withdrawal is much lighter. i feel no negativity, no crying feeling whatsoever, and i´m still mild confident aroung woman, only small tension. i´m also clean from caffeine since 2 weeks ago, maybe that also helps.

i wish all my brothers strengh, focus, courage and perseverance. the reboot is hard but it´s possible. in the darkest days of withdrawal the all world may seem to crumble before our eyes and nothing makes sense. been there so many times. but freedom is just up ahead, our life deserves all efforts. don´t give up my friends. you can do it!!!

 

Day 15/90 Completed

 

Puh, maybe you`re right, but I dont want to disturb them. Like I said there are very professional dancers. But yeah I remember that someone helped me with one move. I didnt even asked for his help.
Well let`s take a look

 

We`re all here to help and support you brother. In good and in bad times

 

Day 35
Tired of school. Dont want to go there anymore, but I started today with my skilled work ^^( Idk if its the real translation xD), unfortunately I must be done next thursday . Anyway after I couldnt concentrate anymore at my work i went outside and walk half an hour, guess what it helped.

 

How are you planning to handle day 91? What’s your thought process, plan, etc.
Congrats btw!!!

 

Still day 7

Agitation is bubbling up. Gonna have to deal with a difficult stretch I think

 

Day 4 completed

 

Day 0/90 started. Midnight of day0. Cheers guys.

 

Waking up was difficult today, felt myself diving deep into sexual fantasy
Got up thinking I relapsed when really I didn't physically do anything to myself, just mentally doing a lot of risky things
I felt myself getting comfortable in it, almost egging it on which I know this is not good behavior for my reboot
I really hope I can break out of this nasty behavior because it makes me feel gross almost as if I was bingeing on Porn or excessively edging until orgasm
I feel a little sick from it, not in the right head space right now
Will go to Gym later to shake this off but right now I need to focus

 

24/90
I came home a bit depressed. I had felt some negativity against me and i repressed the anger that was in me. It would be worse if I would give back that negative reaction. But after school I had a beer with my friend, and that time was pretty good. I talked with him about my addiction, and that I'm fighting against it, and he said that he's fighting two. And the interesting part is that he's on the third week of abstinence just like me. It's pretty awesome. So I'm satisfied with this day