[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

On the Track.

 

Day 82/90. Feeling much better today. My good days are always going to outweigh my bad ones.

 

You may feel like this sounds harsh but, feeling comfortable doesn't make you grow. Get out of your comfort zone. It's the only way to be disciplined. But it's your life. A caterpiller needs to become a butterfy one day, is today your day?

 

well, it´s a tough situation. but for instance instead of rushing to find suitable friends try to enjoy being alone.

i think only when we accept fully ourselfs, the way we are, we don´t need anyone to fill a hole. we still might want to have friends, but the neediness is out of the equation. try to enjoy yourself Starboii, the way you are. only when you love yourself, you can love others the way they are, or walk away

 

congratulations my friend. you rock!!! Cheers for the new life

 

Day 3/90. forgot to post this last night so posting it now, will post day 4 at end of day. Passed out early was super tired.

 

of course. you got to watch out for that. any kind of bad nutrition will raise a sad and irritated mood. always always stay well fed and hydratated!! specially on the reboot.

 

yep, it´s the withdrawal. keep going brother, you´re doing great.

 

you need extreme measures brother. you can´t stay alone right now, you´re totally destroying yourself. take a walk outside, get some air, relax, meditate, and when you feel ready restart the streak BUT on the first days, which are the worst, don´t stay alone please, or at least don´t stay alone with electronic devices.

gather your strenghts brother, you can do it.

 

20 on the books

the last 2 days were better than the days before. i feel a deep peace within me, like things don´t bother me as much as before. i´m also starting to enjoy life more. yesterday i was watching some old paper pictures and i was really fascinated by that, amazing!! life starts to feel more alive.

onwards my friends

 

Day 0 again... let's keep trying, I keep telling myself. But as I told my friend yesterday, it gets discouraging very quickly when you have to keep pulling yourself up every single week from a failure...
I just wish I could get a streak to 7 days or more.

 

Day 51

 

day 37/90 completed

 

52/90
i remembered day one, i look at all the rest and say will i be able to do it... well here i am one day at a time.. just for today no pmo. i had a wet dream this morning i just feel my brain really want me to do it. i feel good because of this new day.

 

Congrats Man!!!! Cheers to you!!1

 

Congrats Man!!! Cheers to you!!

 

Man I havn't still found a cure to my loneliness. I just try to be my best friend, it's hard and kind of sounds dorky, but I think is the only thing to do.

 

Sounds like you are blessed with many good friends. I can say that every good friend I have is annoying or disappointing at some point, and I’m annoying/disappointing to them too sometimes. Brother, have patience with them and give them the benefit of the doubt. You’re gonna need them and they’re gonna need you.

 

Day 30

My six year old daughter broke her wrist last night. She got her cast this morning and she’s totally fine. But I’m deeply sad that she got hurt. It’s not rational because I know she’s gonna heal great and have no long term problems, I’m just sad that my baby got hurt. I’m crying now actually. I was having urges this morning and I think it’s related to trying to numb that pain for myself and dissociate from the real world. Telling you guys helps and I’m not going to take the easy way out.