[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1/21 (after just finishing the 14-day challenge). Huge triggers after seeing women on public transport dressed up for going out the last couple of evenings after work, but trying to let them pass.

 

Day 22.
I made it. Thanks for the support guys.

 

Day 3.

 

11/21

 

Day 7

 

21/21 next challenge

 

Day 18/21

 

Awesome

 

Good job. Keep the streak

 

After a 15 day streak I slipped and sort of binged the last couple days. Going for 21
0/21

 

Day 6

 

Day 2/21. Was tired and had a headache yesterday afternoon and found myself making a few dubious searches, but stopped myself from PMOing. Feel calmer today after deciding to start meditating again. Hope this will be a tool that helps me in my recovery.

 

4/21 more settled now

 

day 15/21

 

12/21

 

This is my first challenge and I except

 

Day 12

 

Day 19/21

 

Right, I need to readdress this. Since I have last here I have gone back to the 3 day a couple of times, and the 7, which I have not managed. I KNOW that I have done that one before, which may be a minor factor in not being that motivated. There are obviously other factors!
Anyway, this challenge represents a proper mile stone for me. 19 days is my longest streak ever! So if I can complete this then I will be super proud. It will mean something. Plus I will hopefully notice the difference in me!

It is so strange that I can have a day like today where I am super confident that I am over P and really have no interest in it any more, then, out of nowhere, wander in to some kind of trance like autopilot state where I find myself emerged. Then I kind of snap out of it after, regretting it. There is even a little voice in my head telling me to stop! When I am going through the preparations, but I don't listen! That voice needs to get louder and more confident.

So, today is day 1. Again!