THE DUELS OF NOFAP: NO PMO TOURNAMENT | OPEN FOR ALL

beast, keep going reaching new heights always.

 

yeah sure I'll set you up soon fight strong.

 

@Saiyan123 VS @Hickorydoo | WINNER: @Hickorydoo ​

I have fallen and disgraced myself, I ask God for forgiveness. I was even tempted to not say anything but I can't be dishonest. This was due to YouTube, so I have uninstalled it. Congratulations @Hickorydoo, fight on and fight strong. First day I haven't prayed at all, that is my protection, I need to stick to it also. I apologise to everyone sincerely.

 

Just listened to all the whispers of devil who I let in through to lack of prayer, not one second of it was worth it. I feel ashamed at how weak I am. This is a reminder for me. Seems as if I've gotten over my 1 day problem but now it's progressed onto 1-2 weeks. I am going to stop this once and for all.

 

It's 6:07am and I relapsed half hour ago, I fought all night to not M and haven't slept; I lost only because on my weakness in stopping my desires. This needs to change, my willpower is stronger than I let it be.

 

It's less pity and more anger. I wish PMO was tangible object so I could torture and destroy it with my bare hands like it tries to do to me, instead it's mental and will be destroyed with my mind no doubt.

Back up and fighting, I never stay down.

 

already uninstalled, basically no social media or video anymore for me but Snapchat. I use that as a messaging app so can't uninstall, but it doesn't affect me at all in terms of PMO. Gonna be interesting how my brain develops from this because I don't actually watch P anymore at all. M used to be all from my ex who used to want me to watch her instead of watch P so it was multiple times daily nudes and videos basically, so I'm not addicted to P and most of it comes from soft P on YouTube. I deleted all my ex's shit obviously and blocked her on everything because the saved messages were literally just full of just her P basically. Now I have no YouTube there is no way for me to find a way to view anything, not gonna watch any TV shows either.

Thanks for your support.

 

I don't mind at all, fleurette was saying she was considering something similar also. Please let us know the benefits after the detox.