[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 14/30

 

Day 30!

Leaving this group--thanks for the challenge!

 

Way to go, keep it going!

 

Day 13 keep it going!

 

Relapsed

Day 0 again

 

Day 23/30 holy moly this is a roller coaster ride, wild dreams, waking up feeling like hell yesterday but having intense urges and libido, slipped up and went on a p website to just try feel a bit better ended up getting off there pretty quick because of a depression that came over me. I only recently found out that Pmo was bad and the cause of a lot of problems in my life, I have always got out there and gave 110 percent in my life and got it done, and usually because I try so hard and am so competitive I am left so burnt out and wondering what piece of the puzzle I am missing.. health is a Spectrum and you have to put self care and your mental health before material gain. I currently have had 8 weeks off work because I broke my collarbone, had a crash riding mtb and to tell you the truth it has been the best thing that has happened to me, I have been able to work on myself so much from going to see a life coach to this nofap journey to realising that no amount of money or material things are going to make me happy, you have to find happiness inside you. I have learnt there is more to life then being the best at something and being so consumed by it, be more compassionate to yourself and never stop growing, personal growth is one of my passions and it will lead to a more fulfilling life. Sorry for the long post.. peace

 

Day 12/30

Today the urges were strong but I managed to overcome them. I have to stay cautious.

 

This will be my fist challenge and my first post on nofap. I have been trying to quite PMO for about 4 years now. The longest streak I had was 6 months, but as of late I have only been able to go a few days. I tried really hard this past week and made it 5 days but relapsed today. Felt pretty bad about myself so I decided to come on here. It has been over a year since I went 30 days clean. That is why I am starting here. I know how awesome I felt when I was clean and I want it so badly but I keep failing. I suppose that is just the nature of addictions. Hopefully this time is different. Wish me luck!

Day 0/30

 

Day 3/30

Going well.

 

Day 16

 

Day 0
I just finished the fourteen day challenge, so I'm here to get started on the next one.

 

Day 1

 

Day 15

 

Day 2/30 recorded some sick RIFFSSSSS

 

Day 16/30.

 

Hello my dear brother,

I joust found out about that challange and I am ready to kick it.
Day 2/30 still have to recover. Have some urges sometimes but I still can keep control over myself.

Good luck to all of you, we Can do This, I belive in YOU!

 

Congrats brother keep up that good work

 

What is your feetback brother? Is it worth it the struggle?

 

A warrior in the making... congrats bro

 

Haven't been posting a lot lately. I'll try journaling consistently now. Day 5