Does your Mother know about your PM addiction?

Mine does yeah. Both parents. I shared that long ago.

 

hopefully not

 

Hopefully not.

 

My mother does and she confirmed that i got a good bit of my addiction and emotional disconnect stuff from my deceased father.

 

I am glad to say, that for the sporadic periods of time I watched pornography, she suspected it but never confirmed it.

 

Are you saying that found his stash after he passed away?

 

She told me things about him that made sense as far as habbits and stuff.
Emotional disconnect and i know there were sexual issues between them and disfunctions.....some abuse, not extreme, but any is bad
She prayed for something to change his heart and make things better and 2 days later he fell from a 60 foot power pole at work.
My mother has carried that for 20 plus years and only told me this when i opened up about my emotional abuse of my wife and kids

 

I fucking hope not.

 

This really highlights the value in opening up about tough things. If you hadn't opened up, she wouldn't have been able to reciprocate, and I'm sure to some degree, knowing these things has probably helped you work through some stuff of your own. Bravo for you two! Sounds like you have a really healthy relationship.

As for me, yes, my mom knows.

 

No, and I hope she never does.

 

I think she understood I'm here also because of this, I've always been a reserved person understand that she probably knew made me so uncomfortable, just be here is a giant step for me, always been ashamed of many things, but I need to stop, for real

 

Maybe someday I'll get to a place where I actually feel comfortable telling her, but as of right now? Hell no lol. She has noticed that I'm doing a lot better now, but not why.

 

No. It isn't wise to do such thing in my actual circumstance. I don't see any need on telling her or anyone to be honest.

 

God in His Mercy hide my addiction from my parents eyes. So i wwill never tell them, nor to someone i know irl. And how many times they almost surprised me, but God saved me again and again. Thank you my Lord

 

Wow. You believe that God is protecting you from being open, honest, and brave? I've not told my mum, nor am I likely to. But I do not see that as a strength.

 

Abu Hurayrah (may Allah be pleased with him) said:

I heard the Messenger of God (May peace and blessing of God be upon him) saying:

“All of my ummah will be excused, except for the mujaahireen (those who make their sins known). And verily it is a kind of mujaaharah (exposing one’s sins) that a man does something (sinful) at night, and then in the morning, when Allah has screened his sin for him, he says, ‘Hey So and-So! I did such-and- such last night…’ And the night passed with His Lord screening him, and he wakes up casting aside the screen of Allah from himself.”

I undersatnd what u mean about being honest etc, but this fapping mistake concerns only me, it doesnt implicate my mother or someone else. If i broke something that belongs to her I wd say it for example. But about this sin it will be a secret between My Lord and me, and no one else will ever know it if God wills it.