[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 20

 

Day 1

 

I'm still doing good bc I have stuff to do.

 

Relapse again, I have to achieve 3 days and then break my 5 days record.
So it's day zero again and round 5 starts. Nice weekend everybody

 

Day 22 ,
one day at a time and one urge at a time .
All the best guys

 

I failed on day 34. Day 0 again

 

Day 3/90 Checking in. Planning to do pushups everyday. Trying to increase my pushup count.

 

Day 46/90

 

Day 2/90

 

06/90

 

Day 37 check in!

 

Well done mate you are doing great!

 

Challenge start: 25.05.2019
Longest streak:26 days
New start of no PMO: day 0/90
Cold shower:31 days
Running: day 1
Daily prays : day 0

 

Day 3/90 Successful.

 

Day 0/90

 

Day 1/90

 

Day 3/90
Still lot of pain/numbness down there, gonna have to stick through this until I get better
Watching my behavior very closely this time, sometimes thoughts lead to actions and vice versa and creates a ripple effect in my life so if I don't start it won't lead to misbehavior later on
Have a good day

 

Day 1 here we go no urges so far

 

Date started: Jan 25, 2019
Day 161/164 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102)
Day 62/90 consecutive no PM
Day 164 no alcohol or caffeine
Day 41 of weight training
- I realized after reading a long entry yesterday on how to abstain from PMO that I am guilty of objectifying women still and need to stop
- he mentioned a dopamine rush can be reached just by the novelty of an internet search
- my addicted brain has been getting me to look at what I consider now to be P-subs while on FB etc.
- I am not considering it a relapse though because I have not pursued nudes nor have I touched myself while looking
- the images I inadvertently wind up looking at are mostly cute girls
- I am more aware now this is objectifying women and need to stop
- if I don't, it might easily escalate into nudity, soft porn or even real porn as it's a slippery slop back to the pit of full blown addiction
- thanks for your post yesterday @RiseToGreatness

 

Day 27/90 check in. Good luck you all