35 and Older Accountability Group

9 days down. Double digits start tomorrow.

 

Clean for another day. Vacation came at the perfect time in this journey.

 

Sunday night check in! Almost no urges. Possible reason - my three year old is off daycare and we are on vacation. If you want to go hard core no PMO, try dealing with tantrums twice daily.

 

I don't envy you, but as my kids have entered teenage years, I do kinda miss those days lol! I can feel my hair turning gray!

 

Congrats on the anniversary and streak. Way to stay strong and find help from a higher source.

2 day check in.

I’m getting goals set for tomorrow. Making a new thread and hoping to turn over a new leaf. Looking at what worked and what hasn’t for me showed me I do better with goals and check lists. Unfortunately, I hate it lol.

 

Monday Checkin. Alone in a Hotel room tonight and tomorrow night

“Know thyself”

 

Monday check in yo.

 

Good luck man. Keep in mind that the next two nights will come to an end regardless of what you do so think about how you want to feel when they're over. Sometimes this helps me keep my mind straight.

 

Good luck man. Keep in mind that the next two nights will come to an end regardless of what you do so think about how you want to feel when they're over. Sometimes this helps me keep my mind straight.

 

Ugh. Social media. I use a workout tracker that also has a place to post pics and updates. This guy, ArmyVet, not even friends with him, completely blew up the board with hot chick pics. I caught myself looking longer than I should have, but hopefully not long enough to do damage. No nudes. But almost. I did the hard thing and logged out, and thankfully I have to leave and won't be home for a while, but man that messed with me lol

 

Congrats on 60 days!

 

Thanks! I actually was thinking that was tomorrow lol

Well I did good. That did mess my brain up good earlier. On the way in the car I was talking to my wife and in place of corn I said porn. And yes, she did catch and said you realize you said porn instead of corn... But my brain cleared quickly, thank God. Wasn't always that way. I would've obsessed until I said screw it in the past. God is the chain breaker!
Good night and God bless

 

Checking in...

 

Im back and I’m beginning again from today. No more Omegle. No more p. No more PMO. I’m going to do it this time.

 

You got this!

 

Check In. Started with a sponsor in SAA last week. I have been to a few meetings, but now it will start getting real. I have been feeling pretty good lately, and then I had a thought today that most of this is really my wife's fault and I could have quit any time. Wow, where did that come from? I tried to quit and could not with out help from others. I am struggling with becoming over confident.

 

Tuesday check-in weird day but ok now.

 

Thank you and amen @bold0101 !

 

Thank you very much @emanuel_free ! And yes... God is magnificent!
Greetings