Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

congratulations on 31 days!

 

Had some urges which seem to be common for me around this time, but knowing that it will make me stronger to get through it.

 

Check in for day 28.

 

Day 167

 

For the past few days I've been struggling with urges
One day at a time I've run away from them
But it seems to get harder when you don't have goals
So dear comrades, have some goal daily so your urges don't say
"Hey, looks like you're free, want to listen to me?"
I'm clean today nevertheless, hope to reach my goal to be free from this rubbish

 

Well @MASTER MONK
120 days, promotion for me

 

Check-in

 

Day 136 completed

 

so I just became Worker @MASTER MONK

 

Day 6 check-in!

 

Day 34 Check-in!

Check-in counter: 20 - started on Day 15

 

Checking in
Day 34 done

 

Day 10 Check in. Things are going well!

 

Giddy up ladies, day 9!

 

Okay so I did something weird yesterday
And I'll let @MASTER MONK and other higher ranked officers to decide whether this is considered a lapse on the part of a Major and whether I should go back to being a peasant
People who have relapsed you can stop reading here
My brain somehow went into "automatic" mode yesterday (probably due to news that shows up about celebrities)
So I started searching "indirectly" for stuff
I searched mostly about the Greek goddess Aphrodite, and was looking at images, while I could slowly sense the old neural paths taking over
Quickly to teach it a lesson and to associate the female body to something else I opened up another tab and searched for dead women and there were some horrific images, of bodies being cut to pieces etc
This gave me a shock and I repeated this process
"You see this beautiful women in the first tab? You see this body in the second tab? It's all there is, That's what life is about"
And thankfully I had no PMO yesterday
So what do you think? Did I relapse or should I get some punishment and move on?

 

checking in : wow it feels good I'm relaxed without porn feels like I'd be more free if i countine - urges are weak I'm stronger - pain is very low - my stress hairloss and hair pulling addiction is reducing noticeabley

 

I made Lieutenant but Reset to Day 0.
Checking in Day 0

 

Your fine bro, you don’t look at girls at the mall when they walk by? Or at the beach or swimming pool? Shit happens.

Just know this, that type of behavior leads to a relapse. You may get away with it once or twice, but before you know it you’ll be PMOing. Just remember that’s your body and mind wanting to be a MAN. Go out and meet that Greek goddess instead of being a weirdo jacking off to one on your computer. Meet her, find her, love her like the god you are! Good decision to look up dead women right after jajaja Fucken good idea lol

I almost just went down that route too. I was checking out this show on google about these losers that get sucked in by hot Columbian chicks. Oh boy the chicks was hot.. Thought about por hub but then realized I’ll just go talk to some chicks at the gym tomorrow instead of listening to metal and walking around like an asshole. You know what I’ll just go to Columbia next week!! Then logged in to Nofap, and your share saved my day. Brotherin unite!!

Keep nocking fucken heads!

MAJOR OUT

 

Checking in, back to day 14 again. But progress has been good and relatively smooth! I'm putting it down to education, reading Pema Chodron's book on The Places the Scare You: A Guide to Fearlessness in Difficult Times - I recommend it!

 

Brothers in arms I guess
Happy that my post saved someone!