Anyone notice weird shit going on during a long streak?

must be something in the water

 

People call me on the phone I'm trying to avoid.
Can the people of TV see me or am I just paranoid?
I always feel like somebody's watching me and I have no privacy.
I always feel like somebody's watching.
Who's playing tricks on me?

 

Woman miss the attention when you no longer give it to them..
This one girl showed me no interest.. But suddenly started shwing more interest when I got a girlfriend

 

Will you actually get more girls with nofap? And why!?

 

i use to be paranoid the tv connected to my thoughts, and played comercials relating to what im thinking or feeling, kids like when your online an cookies sends you ads related to what your searching, but when those things took place i smoked tons of marijuana, do you some the ganja??its possible spirits are watching you,i often have dreams where i seem to be hovering and watching people but the people are doing crazy things ,bad things or scary things, either im watching on a survallence camera or im astral projecting

 

I am an skeptic so I do not believe in spirits or astral projections, but someone watching you all the time is not an insane paranoid thought anymore, it could be happening.

 

Yes this is real. When I meditate and turn my phone off there will be a bunch of messages from people on it I have not heard from in a long time.. Its like as I pull away it sends a signal out that calls them in. Also women are phycic intuitive and are more attracted to a guy who is getting sex from other women or have a girlfriend. When you are single and do pmo they dont notice you as much.
Just stay on the path.

 

once you learn how these psychic connections work.

it is a pallete of magic to paint and create the world as you desire, to live the dream with others in a shared dream reality.

rho and ohr, rho rho rho your boat gently down the stream, merrily merrily life is but a dream

but when your consciousness gets too bogged down, and you become 'mentally ill', chaos creates evil, a bad trip. a bad dream.

send me your positive thoughts, energize me. pray for me with your penis power, or vagina power and I will overcome everything for you, i am almost there , the closer i get to becoming the timing crystal, the more weight my every word and thought has, the more crushing and dangerous it becomes.

try to understand, when you can manifest your thoughts, you can ge tthis or that girl, or become rich, live the dream but what if

you are controlling the whole blessed thing? THEN what are the consquences of your thoughts? it's maddening, it's like juggling 10,000 bowling pins at once. and if i drop them, it will be total disaster.

 

the potential for 'weird shit' is actually as infinite as your imagination.

what is yer sex anyways? it's the power to create a child. what is a child? it is the re-creation of the entire universe, from a point of view.

sex IS the creation of the universe, for that new person. think about it.

but you dont just create a child with it. you are creating the universe, we ALL are, together.

the more positive creative power you are feeding into the system, the higher your social status, which will usually bless you with wealth, or at least enough to get by. by positive energy i mean, you are giving life to others, if you dish out death, then be very careful you who dish it out to

the relation between the male/female sex energies, is symbolized in St. Peter's square, the VAtican, the obelisk in the circle. the seed in the egg.



this is why you see the obelisk in the circle, in every great city on earth. it is a symbol of the TRUTH of your reality



sorry for promoting this video which portrays it as something evil, it is of course NOT evil, it is the greatest good you have to guide you as to what exactly the hell you are, what you are doing here. but it just happens to be the greatest most elaborate collection. Fear can be a great motivator to achievement

 

we could go to the next theory and say we are in a matrix , that we are in is a computer simulation ,also theres things out there that back up that theory also ,ive had personal experiences backing up the matrix theory

 

Where's my tin foil hat?

 

I have to say, that i am struggeling since 2017 with NoFap. My highest streak was unfortunately only 14 days. I had a lot of restarts and allways failing after 7-8 days; especially in the weekend.
But during this time, I recognize big social difference. Allways starts after 4-5 days:

• Women attraction: Women in my work start suddenly to flirt with me. They smile, laugh about my jokes, start initial conversations with me....touching my arms..have a special "look" in there eyes..in the years before NoFap there was no reaction like this.
  
• My boss and my Co-Worker starts to respect me. They are more friendly to me and i personally have the feeling, that there are a little bit afraid of me. Also customer are more convienced of my arguments.
  
• Family: Better relationship to my parents and my brother.

I know there is no science evidence for this, but this is so far my personal experience.
My goal is real 365 days, but the urges are so extremly strong that i am allways relapsing.

 

Maybe the universe is rewarding us for living in symbiosis with it. Or it is just placebo as we tend to be more attentive of what's going on and then developing an increased awareness on things we would not care to pay attention before.
But I tend to believe that we become magnetic and some things are coming from nowhere: more attention from women, more respect from other males, the information you were looking for all your life suddenly come to you naturally, synchronicities seem to happen more often...

Maybe it's just a matter of personal beliefs, maybe it's the alignment with the rules of the universe that make all of this happen.

 

and here you are still on day 0 it looks like by your counter. its 2022. Not saying this to disparage you, but more of as a wakeup call. Why do you still do what destroys you, when you know that if you stop, these good things you mentioned in the bullets happen. Its self sabotage

 

Unfortunetly you are right. 5 years past and allways failing. The problem is lack of discipline. The desire is greater than my willpower.
I've read many books, watched many YT-Videos and still failing. And i know, that my life would be much better. I see unbelievable results in minor streaks. What would be happen, if i could go up to 1 Year?
But I won't give up.

 

i keep my schedule full