[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

25 days my brothers. one day at a time. just this day, no pmo.

 

Thank you for the advice Much appreciate

 

11/90..It gets hard, my mind keeps trying to justify pmo, other than that I couldn’t keep my eyes or my hands off my girlfriends behind

 

14-10-2019 Day 6/90

Temptations everywhere. Don't taunt the devil.

If I learnt something from these few days that I've been sober, it's that I gotta watch what I watch. Just a small hint of sex in a movie or some sensual kissing can lead to me thinking about it all day/night and it becomes harder to keep myself from relapsing.

 

Day 5 of 90 No PMO 12-10-2019
85 to go 5,55% reached
+10 days no O

Blog:

https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/do-or-do-not-there-is-no-try.233707/page-9#post-2275575

 

Professional help has been seeked, the most biggest problems in my life are unrelated with this, but I dont have the means to deal with them if I dont conquer this addiction first.

 

Sadly I need to restart the streak, my deppression escalated and I peeked at porn and got a release to ease my state. I am rethinking my goals and I feel once in a week masturbating is healthier habit for me than eventually edging for porn for hours. I feel its easier to stay away from porn if I get the pressure out quickly and carry on without temptation.

 

Day 1. I have made it 14 days before but slipped. I don't know if never masturbating is the solution for me but I know I need to take a break to get away from porn. I will keep posting here and hopefully we can all become better people. I am a 27 year old virgin.but I just want to not think about lust for a while I just want to be a better man and not a pervert. Thanks

 

I think so too probably. Porn is worse but I think mo can have problems sometimes as well. For most guys it's unrealistic to never mo. It is reasonable to never watch porn though.

 

Masturbating in itself has never been my problem, I can easily be a week without. Only accompanied with porn it becomes compulsive and I continue even if i dont really want to.

 

Day 5/90

 

Thank you all for the messages... Yesterday I even doubted if considering that a relapse (which it clearly was because I promised I wasn't going to do PMO, not just PO)... So this process taught me that publicly saying that I relapsed means I'm being honest with myself as well.

Day 1... I just hope I reach further this time

 

Day 1/90 the journey continues . Keep the faith everyone

 

Today was my 7th day, done meditation in the morning. Last night there were some romantic dreames, showing the current state of my unconscious mind. I hope it will be cleared with a full reboot. Going to read reboot the material that I have. Still, 83 days to go, so need to stay focused...

 

Day 1
I'm starting this all over again

 

Day 11 so strong that I feel like a superhero!

 

Day 6 of 90 No PMO 13-10-2019
84 to go 6,66% reached
+10 days no O

Blog:

https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/do-or-do-not-there-is-no-try.233707/page-9#post-2275575

 

days 10/90

 

Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019
Relapsed 16/262 Days
Longest streaks 67 (2015) and 51 (2019)
Current Challenge 14/90
Day 81 weight training (3X/wk)
Day 22 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sweets
- enjoyed emceeing my friends wedding and had 4 drinks over 9 hours so not drunk at all
- avoiding that trigger is smart of me while everyone else was getting loaded
- zero urges to report as well
- your brother in this struggle

 

Day 5/90