Still 4 days and will be a year no porn nofap

Hi, everybody. Today is 361 days of porn and masturbation abstinence.
I remember that with compulsive masturbation, I spent periods in which I was really confused, probably the excessive decline of the male hormone, testosterone, due to the excessive and continued masturbation, and the high level of dopamine in the blood, made me think that I was gay, that I became gay, and even worse that I wanted to become a woman.
Well, today, after 360 days of no porn nofap, I no longer have these thoughts, although some curiosity about homosexual sex has remained.
However, I have much more desire about the female sex, and I must say that even if I do not see much change, the women around me appreciate me very much. They esteem me, they look at me.
And it's a really good feeling.
Maybe because of the security that has grown a lot in me, maybe because I don't feel guilty anymore because I was masturbating, maybe because testosterone has skyrocketed. I really don't know, what I do know is that in one year I have changed, grown up improved, I only have one regret, I HAVE NOT DONE it BEFORE. I'm almost 50 years old, I had done it 30 years ago, who knows what I could have done more!
Yes, because if I look back at the mistakes I made, at the missed challenges, there was always porn and masturbation that distracted me from the decisions to be taken, they took away my will, determination and desire.
A listless, DOUBLE DROGED, will never end anything, sitting on the couch with his penis in hand and porn on the PC.
good life to all