Progression from Porn, to sexting, and to escorts...

That's a terrible thing to happen all round. But hopefully it was the wake up call you needed to start the process of healing yourself.

I never got as far as that but certainly wasted a lot of money on Camsites, phone lines and strip clubs once the regular P wasn't enough for me. Thankfully all that is long behind me.

 

This is a good opportunity to start recovery. You might as well be open about it if you haven't. Get therapy.

 

Porn and sexting is about as far as I went. I did Masturbate a few times on different cam sites for chicks. Lots of horny girls out there, but haven't done that in a while.

It is pretty exciting to have a woman watch you jack off.and tell you what to do, etc.

But for some reason just lost interest in it

 

man....I can totally see myself in your situation, I have 30 more years to go. When I was 24 I thought i'd beat it when I was 27....I'm 28 now, I can't say for certain that I will be rebooted and live a healthy life even at age 35.

Its never too late to get ourselves together. I can relate to you, Ive been on cam sites and I will probably be there again....the same with massage parlors, I will go there and jack off while they watch. its pathetic. I hope the best for all of us

Godspeed! If you need an accountability partner, feel free to PM me. or post on my wall if you are having difficulty messaging me privately. Hope you serve as an inspiration to us all while you transform yourself.

There's a saying....however low a man goes, there is still hope for him. I often relate myself to that man.

 

Dude I’m really sorry this happened. Porn addiction is part of sex addiction. I know I escalated out of porn to more real world situations in my 20s and it was awful. All addiction is like eating a sugar coated turd. Looks great, tastes great at first, but the after taste is horrible.

 

I had a different, but also painful, experience. And more public than I would want, where I had to admit to friends and family what had been going on. Ugh. I get all the stigma of a person who cheated on his family. but ironically, I still haven't had O with anyone for years.
My worry now is how to rebuild. Good luck to you, glad you are at least on here.
Strength.