Serious injury after waterpump Bathmate...

I've bought Bathmate X30 and did some exercises, but with too much power because I made myself a huge injury. Due to porn I was insecure to my size and wanted to enlarge my penis... The most stupid idea I ever had..

I was doing it together with Jelqing and Stretching, so it was like - jelq - bathmate (15 minutes) and stretching. We have now November 2019 and I was using it at the beginning of 2018. Okay, so what happened and how does it look:

My penis due to pressure has got permament bruises or red spots on a glans and it's burning a lot, pinching almost all the time (especially while flaccid). Sometimes I wake up from pain at nights. For example: I'm driving a car and i feel it so much. I went to 5 urologists and they didn't take this for serious.. Some of them laugh and prescribe me ointment/salves, which totally don't work.. Some of them say I have this condition my whole life since I was born...
Last urologist say it's not from pump and he claimed I have infection and said to me I need to get

It's very tough, because i want to get help and doctors do not helped me and took my money (a lot). I'm 26 years old and I don't have a girlfriend, so I can't check if it hurts after or while sex. Sometimes I'm masturbating (a lot less than in the past - cause i want to quit pornography) let's say once a week, but after ejaculation it hurts a lot. [I wrote that while i've been watching porn, now i don't watch at all!!!]

So the level of pain is 100% after ejaculation and then after 5 hours it come back to PERMAMENT 70% pain and I can do nothing about it. I was thinking, what to do.. I tried cold water, hot water, vitamine D, zinc, ashwagandha (which helps with blood flow) and nothing.. Doctors said I don't have anything serious, but I don't believe them. I think I have damaged or broken vessels or damaged nerves, cause penis while flaccid seems to be like balooon, little pumped (like after using Bathmate for the first time)

1. How do you think will I have this till the end of my life and I can do nothing about that? It's a tragedy, cause i want to have a healthy sexual relationship in my future life with my wife and it wil be hard with this injury or even impossible..

2. I'm afraid of surgery or sth like that.. No one from my family know about this and I don't want to tell them about it, cause it's a very shameful thing.

3. If let's say I won't allow myself to have an orgasm (ejaculate) for longer period of time. Month, three months. Will it heal itself?

I have pictures of my injured penis, but I won't uplaod them in here, so if anyone would like to see and help me - please write me a PM.

I will be very thankful if someone somehow could help me..

I can show pictures of my "friend" to better understanding, but i don't know if it's allowed to upload such pictures in here. Please someone experience with injures or someone who could help write to me PM and I will send pictures both flaccid and erect.

Thank you!
It's not fault of pump.. It's fault of porn... Addicted since 13 years.. but slowly I've gotten control and I believe i can quit for good.

 

Thanks for the response guys!

 

I have this for nearly 2 years! Since March 2018. I'm not jelqing and i'm not pumping... It's burning me hurts all the time. I went to 5 urologists and some of them laugh or some of them say I have this since I was born... I only wasted money, i'm devastated because i don't want to feel pain in my penis till the end of my life..

 

I'm not sedentary. I'm very active. I did 8200 kilometers by bicycle in 6 months! I swim a lot, play football a lot. I just injured myself two years ago by this stupid Bathmate and I now have problem... In the past I watched porn a lot, but now i fixed this... Only this pain is f#@! annoying and i don't wanna it anymore..
I want to destroy this pain for good and make this red spots disappear... Glans/shaft looks bad...
The most pain is while flaccid state.
One guy above me write that i have damaged pelvic floor i don't know.. Last time i visited urologist, he said to me that i have infenction and completely could not believe it was made due to pressure of the pump.. Guys help me please i will be very thankful, because it's a hard thing...

I tried many ointments (for example with vitamine-e), cold&hot shower. Recently I've bought very expensive SR-Cream which is recommended for penis injuries, hopefully it will help...

What I've seen so far = pain is every day, burning and itching of the glans.. If i don't ejaculate (2 weeks) this pain is little less felt, but if I ejaculate even unwillingly during sleep it quickly come back to 100% of pain... So hard... I want to have a normal life. I feel lonely and i'm scared to find a girl, because i'm afraid what she will thin if i tell her we can't have sex i have injured penis.. I don't want to have this all my life..

Buying bathmate was the stupid thing I ever made in my life..

 

Someone please help somehow.. It hurts me all the time. every single day

 

I've already been to 10 urologists and spend a lot of money.. all what they did was laughing or disbelief. They said its nothing harmful and i don't have to worry.. Yes, right... Penis hurts every single day for 2 years and for them it's nothing.. What is also funny.. Some of them said to me I had this due to sex (sex infection).. I hadn't had for looooong time. So long time i'm depressed actually right now and i thought that depression is the worse thing it can be.. I was wrong. Depression + damaged penis is worse...

 

Yes everything it's fine. Like I said. It's due to pressure in the pump, not infection. I don't have sex... Last time 2016. lol (far before using pump last time in March 2018 when I did myself this injury).

 

Hello. unfortunately 3 years later still i have the same situation and still i feel pain - every single day.. I spend a lot of money, visited many doctors - but nothing is going to help me. I'm very sad almost crying. I don't want to have this till the end of my life.. I don't have girlfriend, because i'm ashamed of my problem - so loneliness, depression etc..

I'm starting to loose hope. I think the only way to get rid of this pain is by surgeoun (removing penis) - i hope not..

Like I said earlier in the past, I have red spots on my glans. Penis looks weird, but i'm not concerned about look.. I could accept it. But hell no to the pain i feel every day.. itching, pricking, pinching. Every 2 minutes I feel this pain especially in a flaccid state... When I Sleep - i don't feel this pain...but as soon I woke up - then again..

 

No progres... I'm devastated... Pain every day depression etc...