180 DAY CHALLENGE: EXTREME MODE

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Hey @Force Majeure Thanks for ask. I'm doing well. Tonight I'll post here and talk about my week!

 

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My last publication was on November 22. This week I have taken my Bible studies to another level.

Last weekend I was sick, with a fever. My interpretation: being more than two months without PM, my mind is regenerating, and that caused temporary discomfort in me. The amazing thing was that despite that, I was able to study and attend the Church.


Monday Day 29/180: I woke up early, went to work and tried my best. Things there, thank God, are beginning to improve. My hard work is being rewarded, but I must continue to pray. In the afternoon, at home, I studied Sanctification, and I continue to discover incredible things about my faith. I didn't have time to write in Nofap because I studied all day.


Tuesday 30/180: Early I was in theology class. I turned in my homework before time, since I finished it on Sunday. My teacher is delighted that I am so passionate about the Bible. Then I was in my afternoon class. Although I am tired of this asignature, I did my best anyway. In the afternoon I taught my class as a teacher. I explained the Sanctification, among other resources, using sea snails ... everything went better than I thought.


Wednesday 31/180: I worked in the morning. They assigned me more work, but instead of getting bitter, I trusted God and assumed it. In the afternoon, I was studying all day for my next class (Sanctification, part two).


Thursday 32/180: Morning studying with enthusiasm. In the afternoon I went to my class. I got bored enough. I am looking forward to finishing the subject. Soon it will be the exam. Then, I went to my Church, to the prayer meeting. At night, at home, I continued studying.


Friday (Yesterday) 33/180: In the morning I went to work. I advanced a lot with my tasks, so I was very calm. God will soon work the miracle I hope. At home, I chose not to isolate a meeting to move forward with my studies. At night, long trip to my parents' house. I took the trip to read.


Saturday (today) 34/180: I woke up early. I couldn't go for a walk with my dog, so I stayed at home reading an excellent book that every good Christian should read ("Christianity in Crisis: 21st Century" by Hank Hanegraaff). I reached page 145/442. In a while I will go from my parents' house to my house, and I hope to grill the rest of the day studying the Bible (most people could say of me: "What a boring young man" ... but for me there is nothing better in this world that end my Saturday with the Word of my God)

In this week I have had very few thoughts, all harmless thanks to God. This morning I had a very strong one, but I immediately aborted it ... I realize that if I feed the fantasy with care, I think I could have an O without even touching myself, so I must take extreme care.

 

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35/180 Everything rides well

 

36/180... a few thougths, a few fantasies, no dreams at all

 

That's a remarkable achievement. I don't know how you do it for that long but congratulations!

I'm always able to make periods of time with focus on completely something else. But then thoughts keep haunting me and it takes a lot of effort to stay on track. I know the truth from lies, however, and I need to keep trusting in it.

 

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Im in delusional state of mind
In such difficult time commitment to posting here & friends support is really helpful
Embrace the struggle....

 

This is something to be added to the habit changer.