[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

day 1/90

 

Checking in for day 3!
Keeping on!

 

Day 1 completed. This time I wil succeed. Its in my power.

 

Day 68, checking in.

 

So I relapsed. From now on no more slip ups. It's 3 years since I am trying to do this. I feel bad for binging. For past month I never binged but I relapse for only once. I had 4 to 2 days of streaks but no guilt or depression but today I messed up my ratio. I feel bad now that I thrown away all my progress. But I realized that I was trying to control my addiction and not fighting it. I deliberately relapsed because I wanted to. I learned a lot from my progress. That is you have to say no Everytime you want to fap. 30 days is my first goal from now.

0/30.

 

1 day. Good. 1/3. I'll do it. And then, one week.

 

Current Challenge 0/90 (ends Mar 12)
289/321 Good Days (no relapse)
Day 104 weight training (M, W, F)
Day 40 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar
Longest streaks 67 then 51 (4 years later)

- one flash of cuteness lead me down the road of thinking I could handle looking at these porn subs (clothed cute girls) but NOT - as things escalated over several days until I relapsed this morning
- my mind was relentless about going back to them daily which upped the anti of content too
- not wasting my life binging on this bullshit as I have a life to live, kids to take care of, and a wife to love better so I am back on the no PMO wagon!!!
- your brother in this slippery slope

 

2/90.

Humble beginnings.

 

11

 

Back for 29/90 almost a third of the way there

 

complete day7 mind full of amororous thought right now

 

Today I have reached day 35/90!

 

3/90

 

15/90
I'm here to stay

 

Day 1/90 done

 

Just stopping by folks. Still cruising. I’ll see you on day 55.

 

Day 47: How long it has been is starting to get to me. Going to have to be extra careful. Onwards and upwards and restored.

 

6 days

 

Day 71/90!

 

19 days left ... you can do it, buddy!