I lowered my standads and guess what happened

Lowering your standards isn't a solution. In fact quite the contrary you might have to increase them. If you think women are being rude and evil and whatever the fuck, why do you care about their opinions and keep pursuing them? Just stop. And maybe if you stop concentrating all your thoughts and energy on the mean women, you'll end up seeing the kind women around you.

 

Women also smell desperation from a mile away. We do like a bit of a chase at the start of a romance. I wouldn't call it lowering your standards as such, just going for a different type. Fat girls have big hearts and great personalities so their wall can be much higher than a superficial pretty skinny girls one who craves any attention, usually via make up plastered face and cleavage selfie likes. Some girls are so comfortable in their own skin they do not want to wear make up and flash their bodies, some do. I have personally been both these women and I much preferred the modest life, it's less depressing and a far less competitive world. Have you ever seen the film "shallow hal"? Chick flick I know but worth a watch

 

I wasn't talking about looks. When it comes to looks, just go for whatever you feel is good looking enough. I was talking about personality. If she acts like a complete douchebag, don't waste your time to being with her or even thinking about her. Try to get a girl who is actually nice and cares for you and can prove to you that not all women are evil.

 

In that case

 

The best looking, most charming guy on earth gets rejected 95% of the time. Just keep trying.

 

No, I'm actually asking you to save your time.
What are you here for if you think it won't help you?
You're only turning down everything people tell you. Why waste their time and yours?

 

In France with have a saying : on a misunderstanding, it can work.

Joke aside, I’m sure you can find someone. Just don’t be too focused on that and try to meet a lot of people. You haven’t met 0.000000001% of all the girls in the world.

 

A bit more zeroes than actually apply, but you're right!

 

I still don't understand what you're doing on a forum if you think it serves no purpose in your recovery.

Venting is step 1 to recovery. You need to recognize this.

 

I'm a virgin.

A lot of stuff helps.

 

I guarantee that every one of those boyfriends felt like you do now at some point in their life.