JOIN ME: The Start of Something Great

Even though you are technically at square one, are you really?
Remember how much experience you have.
You are not really at square one.
You have massive experience and mistakes to learn from now.
All the best!
Keep going strong,
Seeker19

 

@nomorefappingforever what is your scenario ? when , where and how are you relapsing ??

 

Your a ledger mate, keep it up in on day 131 and I feel powerful

Never give up!!!

Never give in!!!!

 

Thanks man. I get that, it just feels like I'm back at square one again.

 

I've been contemplating that to see what I can change. I think its mostly the fact that I'm ALWAYS alone in the house with no way to get out and all my school work is on my computer so I'm almost ALWAYS on my computer, but unfortunately I can't stop doing schoolwork and I can't walk 10km of highway to the nearest hiking trail... its a frustrating predicament... I don't even have time to get out and get some driving hours so I can get my N and have freedom... then again there's never a vehicle home because my mother recently started working so she uses my car (which is fine I can't drive it by myself anyway) thankfully my dad is looking for another car for her so that I can use mine by the time I have my N.

 

I feel you man . All of my studying is on my laptop too , and I know how hard this is for a fapstronaut .
Installing K9 has helped a lot ! but it's a combination of willpower and K9 that makes a change .
And you don't have to be out the whole day , going to school daily is good enough to keep you busy half of the day . So if you keep yourself busy till the end of the day , then you are safe ! this is why I'm vulnerable at the weekends . If I go out at the weekends too I may get by ...
Stay strong brother !

 

doing much better these days

 

Congrats man!

 

Unfortunately I'm homeschooled (didn't really make that clear in the other post) so I'm home by myself for most of the day. I had K9 but it started getting a little bit TO protective (blocked content I need for projects and such) so I downgraded to locked google safe search and a heavily loaded HOSTS file.

 

K9 can sometimes be irritating so set your filters to custom and let K9 block sexual material containing sites only . It's not bothering me this way ...

 

@nomorefappingforever I suppose that today is your 3rd day , right ? this is when you usually relapse . So just FOCUS today !!! just for this one day . don't think about the long run just don't mess it up today . OK ?

 

I relapsed early in the morning and now I'm a day in. This time I'm going to pay more attention to taking it one day at a time...

 

good luck ! don't forget to try out K9 with the custom settings .

 

Dont let this post die guys.. i see alot of people have stopped making comments. Lets revive this post because it is so much easier still knowing your not alone.. so every day i dont replase im going to post a short notice of the day and success storys. the biggest thing is when you give in because of stress, axitey, or deppresion. Dont let them get to you.

Day-1 - Feeling a little bit of stress from some personal problems. So far so good. I will and have not gave in yet.

 

wow I'm already at day 11 ! I've been too busy to count the days . I even forgot about the whole Nofap thing
Staying busy is the best thing a fapstronaut can do !

 

Awesome idea bro . I'll keep you guys updated with my news too .
looking forward to hear your good news bro
stay strong !

 

Day 140

Positives

- clear skin
- hair has re grown
- muscles have increased
- feeling confident
- no anxiety
- I have peace of mind
- feel powerful
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Negatives

- can't and ejaculate when feel like( but ejaculating normally leads to me thinking that was shit and then feeling like shit....)

- can't look at porn( deep down I know porn is fake with the women covered in make up and numerous plastic surgeries and the men high of their ass on steroids and Viagra and penis enlargement drugs - it's just bullshit!!!)

Every day I say to myself, each day adds to me becoming better and better, and to become the better me!!!

To become the best me!!!!

 

man this is the #1 positive ! we don't need that bullshit for anything .

 

Could not ask for more than that. Brilliant.

 

Day 13
It was close but I really got the will to say NO multiple times (feels good to kick urges' asses btw). Seems like urges are gonna stay here for a while ... gotta be prepared .