Accountability for All

That sucks man. But you learned some valuable info. Just have to get back on your feet and keep grinding

 

Today was a strange one. I did sleep much much better than the past 2 days, but the fantasies were way stronger than they were before. Here's where it gets weird as hell though. Even after I saw a trigger today, and I was fantasizing like crazy both days, the fantasies weren't about stuff like fetishes or sexual desires, but intimacy with another person. It really distracted me and I leaked somewhat. My groin area hurt extremely bad, but it also seems like my bladders finally working better again.

 

Day 2 finished.

 

My brothers and sisters I failed a few days ago and felt too embarrassed to check in. I restarted and am a couple of days in now. As always, overconfidence and temptation got the better of me. I felt pretty low. I felt terrible for letting myself down and all of you. Will keep going to rid myself of this with your guys’ help

 

Congrats for going over three weeks! Keep up the good work.

 

Aye, that's great to hear! I wish you and her all the best.

 

If you don't mind me asking what caused you to fail?

 

Day four went well! Still going strong

 

Day 9 and I passed my drivers test the first time in. Slept pretty fine and had a bombass dream where I won the lottery as well.

 

Congrats! I'm happy to hear you've had a nice day

 

Day 3 over, no urges yet. I will stay strong this time.

 

Day 5 down!

 

Finished day 5. Starting to feel that paws shit. Really shows how much damage I’ve done to myself over the years

 

About to finish my Day 5.
As usual, tried my best to stay with the schedule, ate some junk food but that's okay as baby steps will be better than overburdening myself. Urges were light and now looking forward today 6

Have a Good Night and Have a Good Day tomorrow, Best of Luck!

 

Day six down boys!

 

Day 25 feel decent have some withdrawal symptoms.

 

Day 6 going to finish.
This mantra is working! I am trying to stay away from home and concentrate on projects and studies! this week I had done a lot than I use to cover up in 2 weeks.

Have a Good Night and Blessed Day Tomorrow