The Lord of the Rings Challenge

56 days my brothers.

great day today and very challenging at the same time. at lunch i got carried away in the wine and desserts department. immediatly i felt slugish and i notice i was staring more at the womans in television. in this stage usually i would lie to myself and say "well, why not a little peak?" "i would not collapse over that, for sure", but i have fallen many times in the past in this same situation, and i felt that my "extra relaxation" was fueled by alcohol. so without thinking too much i ask my wife to take with her my mobile and the laptop battery, since she was about to leave the house.

so with me home alone, i spend my time doing domestic work while listening to disco music eheh. it was a great afternoon , but the sexual thoughts were very alive, and i was very glad to hand the devices away since i knew that if they stayed with me, i was gonna watch sexy content for sure. later, as the effect of the alcohol started to wear off i realize the dangers of peaking and then, when it totally wear off, i saw the stupidity of the all "peaking project".

lesson learned and i advice all brothers as well: substances that alter consciousness are very effective to destroy willpower and induce thinking errors. if you predict you´re gonna drink put away all electronic devices as long you´re under the effect of alcohol. this simple act might safe you from a disaster.

 

just stay busy bro . urges are fueled by boredom and lack of excitment, stay busy and the problem will be solved let´s go!!!