[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

I’m also wondering if releasing will actually help?

 

Day 23/90 No PM (ends April 8)
Day 373 on this challenge
Day 129 weight training (M, W, F)
Day 31 No alcohol
Day 22 No desserts
Day 24 No caffeinated coffee
- back from my trip and all is well given being in a hotel has been a trigger in the past

 

Day 36! )

 

Day 10, 11

 

Haha, alright.. What do you mean? Which part doesn't make sense? I thought we're all trying to get rid of our attachment to porn, no?

 

Day 14!

 

Day 03

 

Check in day 4

 

03.02.2020 - End of Day 4
So several days ago I had a relapse. But unusual one.
No porn, no hentai, no "big tit milf" and other degenerate fetishes.
My thoughts were only about my gf. And then she visited me and...
Anyway, I noticed some progress already:

• I've got much less cravings. And my "busy day" method keeps me safe from remaining ones
• Instagram models/thots don't attract my attention as much as they did before
• I was much more aroused by my gf than before

I know it's still a faliure and I may look pathetic in your eyes, my friends. But for me this failure wasn't as bad as previous ones.

After that day I decided to add scientific component to my challenge. At the beggining of day 1, before going to the gym, I went to the lab and measured the level of testosterone in my blood. Low border of normal level. Let's see how it will be at day 45 and 90 of nofap+no erotic content+gym+meditations+breathworks

 

Day - 76/90....

 

Relapsed after a day..this isnt going to to be easy but nothing ever worth it comes with ease...huhhh i start again

Day 0

 

Wow good job

 

You will make it, my friend.
We all were failing and starting again.

 

of course, but it seems that you want to test yourself more than necessary. it´s a very dangerous attitude to play with the addiction like that. the more you expose yourself to porn and easy acessing triggers, the more dangerous you turn the situation against you. remember an addiction is not an habit, it´s much deeper than that. create all the barriers that you can brother. the barriers are not there to protect you from porn, they are there to protect you from yourself.

 

64 days my brothers

 

Day 8...still 82 days to go...don't know how far i will survive this nofap streak this time but yeah urges are high so is my determination to beat it...

 

3/90 extremely bad eye floaters today

 

I get what you’re saying and the last thing I’m gonna do now is to willingly expose myself to porn now. I just wanna build willpower, whereas now I find that I let myself be too sloppy and bending the rules because I know my site blocker will prevent me from going too far. That has to stop.

 

Plus, there’s only so many things you can program your site blocker to catch. Stimulating material can be found in the strangest places, plus it’s always coming at you from everywhere nowadays. So if I come across something, I wanna be able to look at it and then move on, just like that.

 

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