Im thinking of ending my life. No sexual desire/arousal for 2 years, Nerve damage / SSRI brain chang

Hey Man, my english is very bad but I can tell you only one, go and check your hormonal levels (testosteron, prolactin, estrogen, cortisol) after this, buy ashwagandha, rhodiola, uridine and cdp-choline. Uridine and cdp-choline repair and upregulate dopamine receptors, ashwagandha and rhodiola will lower your cortisol levels and raise Testosterone. You can be healed.

 

Have you talked to a doctor bro? They'd be the ones who could actually diagnose nerve damage and the like.

 

Go to a doctor and ask for help.

NoFap will help you for sure if you give it time.


You WILL overcome, brother.

 

Something somewhat similar happened to me. Is your dead dick shriveled small after prone masturbating? How do you know that you damaged a ligament? Are you sure?

 

Nofap is a journey that needs time and many attempts. But trust me, it is worth it and very helpful! When I started this path I was also very suicidal albeit for slightly different reasons. I felt my mind hijacked and couldn't identify with what I had become. It seemed impossible. At the lowest points it was a living hell. It is a lot better now, however I must still remain alert and vigilant. It's a good idea to change doctors if your current one sucks. Remain persistent and optimistic my friend, you will get better!

 

you can sort of diagnose it same way you'd diagnose electrical system in a car.

follow back to the branches. if it was before the nerve branches to testicles your testicles would be numb, too, etc etc.

yeah if you tore a ligament, i guess they could do surgery. usually have to go see at least 3 doctors before you find one that has any idea what the fuck you are even talking about

 

I had a bad cut on my finger once. The tip of my finger went completely numb. It was weird when I touched things.

Feeling eventually came back to it though. For a while it was more sensitive than normal, and it gave me strange sensations. Now it feels pretty normal. It doesn't look normal lol, but only one person has noticed that.

 

I would stop messing with my junk if I were you.

Also, this:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...urbation-updated-june-2020-3-theories.174834/

 

Sounds like youve been masturbating alot and in a rough manner for quite a while. Your penis isnt designed to be treated roughly. Im not surprised its desensitized.

I would recoomend you stop touching yourself completely. No fantasy. Give yourself a break. Your only young.

Focus on life outside your dick. Get a happy and fullfilling life. Id bet youll feel good that you wont care about how your dick performs anymore. Youll probably also find after a few months to a few years, your dick will be working much better as well.

There is better things in life than getting an erection and having sex.

Good luck.

 

Hi bro.
1 year ago I read about a similar case.
Young guy all of a sudden couldnt get it up. He even tried to use viag-ra with little effect (semi erection).
He went to 3 doctors who ignored the problem and told him not to fap or watch porn.
But 4th time he spoke to decent urologist and it turned out that one of his penile vessels was ruptured (hence deminished amount of blood was going to his dick).
I think he went through surgery and everything was ok ever since.

I recommend you to find PASSIONATE urologist and even PAY him for a visit but demand a complete checkover.

You can also read "your brain on porn" by Gary Wilson. You might find some answers in this book too.

Don't do anything irrational - everyone struggles with something in live at some point but it is only TEMPORARY.
Future will bring AI and tech advancements influencing our lives big time. Your problem will be solved it just a matter of time! Good luck brovsky

 

If you are sad, depressed, anxious and crying regulary. You really need to forget about sex. Can you really expect yourself to perform while your in such a bad emotional state.

Forget about girls, forget about sex. Focus on yourself. Get happy. Get Confident. Then start being around women. Build up slow. Flirt, touch, kiss and when your in the right place witht he right woman youll be fine.

Theres nothing wrong with you.

 

if you keep releasing your energy constantly be masturbating is perfectly normal not to feel desire other than that. I really don't see whats wrong here.

 

I'm certainly no doctor, but it sounds like you need to give your penis time to heal. And that means that you need to quit abusing yourself.

My suggestion is you try the re-boot for 90 days with no porn or masturbation, if for no other reason than to give your penis a break. (Sorry about the bad pun)

You need to cut off access to porn to do that. In the mean time, I would look into a meditation practice and feeding your mind on something written by enlightened beings. You are searching for happiness in instant gratification and that will only make you a miserable wretch. But you can be happy regardless of what is going on in your life -- including your penis not working.

 

Go to a doctor and they will refer you to specialists.

Don't just suffer on your own. Talk to people who are qualified to help you.

Good luck brother.

 

Look man, gotta be honest here. Why the hell is sex so high on your priority list you would kill yourself over it? Brutally harsh but, that's the same kind of poor logic that leads to the, obviously bad for your penis, prone masturbation you did.

You need to think things through more and stop behaving so irrationally.

 

Bro how can u get happy life when your penis is dead. Life is worthless for me nowadays.

 

Real question is how can that actually hold you back from a happy life? It's terrible logic. I'd recommend actually thinking through some philosophy and understanding the world around you some more before you throw it away. Go out and learn, the hierarchy of goals isn't a pyramid, there are many end points.

 

Bro I also think I injured my vessel. Sometimes I have good erection and at times like for example yesterday I had erection and then I sneezed. I lost my erection after sneezing till now. Not only now but sometimes I lose erection. This started February when i Masturbated harshly.