THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Confucius said: “There are three things which the superior man guards against. In youth, when the physical powers are not yet settled, he guards against lust. When he is strong and the physical powers are full of vigor, he guards against quarrelsomeness. When he is old, and the animal powers are decayed, he guards against covetousness.” Cutting out of all sexual thoughts and material is the first cultivation, it is also the first challenge for the youthful, this challenge must be passed. Master Yin Guang: “Lust is the common problem in the world. Not only the low and the middle class are obsessed by lust, even the upper class, if not vigilant in their guard, also easily become obsessed by lust. Try and see how many of the heroes from the ancient and modern times, firm-footed as the holy man, only because they cannot conquer lust, becomes fools and unworthy, he who treads the evil path, difficult it is to secure many victories.” [The Distinction between Good and Evil Karma]: “There are ten kinds of karma related to the repeated evil indulgence. Why 10 kinds? First, a desirous heart burns vigorously. Two, the wife is not chaste. Three, poor for growth. Four, the elimination of a good way. Five, leisurely indulgence of both sexes. Six, the dispersion of assets. Seven, doubting heart. Eight, separation from virtuous friends. Nine, mistrust from relatives. Ten, life is ended with three strokes” We must learn to control our desire and not become slaves to desire, we need to learn to transmute our sexual energies and apply it onto our careers, excessive masturbation must be avoided at all cost. Otherwise, our five viscera and six organs are depleted along with our brain power, such would be miserable. Let us say no to premarital sexual behavior and guard our last line in the sand, let us be chaste and save it until after we are married, avoiding depleting ourselves before marriage.

 

I AM IN ,AND ON 3th day

 

Check In Day 1(44),

Hello Spartans,

Busy day. Got held up.

Just checking in.

More tomorrow

 

Day 39/100.

 

day 38 of sparta challenge

this mark my personal 90 day of nofap tho

benefit that i feeling are :
- healthier mind , idk im not thinking that the world againt's me again
- brighten skin, my skin seem brighten tho i feel more handsome than when i became porn zombie
- idk what is it (cant find the right words) but i feel that i have more luck in my daily life... i think its because we try to leave something that god hate (porn) so god made life easier
- mood swing still happen, but when something happen i dont beat myself too hard and curse the world for it
- morning wood is a regular thing


cons :
- i still like to ogling so much, its dangerous habit tho
- still talking bad word's especially the porn word's
- still addicted to mobile phone
- feeling weak during my exercise (the weight keep decreasing TT)
- lucid imagination keep haunting me !!!

i dont want to give up, and i hope i can be cured

stay strong

 

I relapsed hard.
So I haven't been checking for a week and the reason is that I have been binging and have finally gathered enough strength to start again .Back at day 1 again.

 

Checking in: Day ten.

 

I had a wet dream last night. 49 years old! I never expected this to happen.

I'm choosing to view this as a good sign...a sign of recovery.

 

Always be motivated guys, you just need to figure it out thats its not normal!! That feeling you get that ITS NORMAL is from your DEVIL mind!!!
So ITS NOT NORMAL AND ITS TOTALLY UNHEALTHY!!

 

Check in day 32. My mind is trying to tell me it’s okay to relapse. That I’ve gone far enough. No, I’ve seen too many benefits for me to give in now. I must press on and continue to fight.

 

As a fellow Spartan I must challenge you on something. I haven’t seen your day count recently. Is there a reason for this? Showing how many days we’ve gone helps with accountability. Hope you are doing well my friend.

 

Day (1)63 checking in.
Coronavirus came to my city.
Will be isolated.
Hope will give you good news

 

Day 46, checking in.

Glory To God!

 

I've just relapsed, and I don't really know why.
Check in day 0

 

Stay healthy my friend.

 

Thank you for your candor. At least you're moving forward.

 

You are resilient. I love it!

I appreciate your resolve and your daily sharing. Keep up the great work.

You've come a long way!

 

I'm not sure if @Kratos_GOW has re-opened the challenge but I'm sure he will advise you. Hope to have you aboard, if not now, then as soon as the challenge re-opens.

FYI when/if Kratos_GOW re-opens the challenge you will have to enter the challenge at day zero.

 

Day 66.. it's been ages since I checked in properly although I have been coming to the forum to keep myself going. My 90 challenge will be up on the 1st March, so a bit outta sync with this one.

Today has been tough. Started with being triggered by a post on here which led me to getting very close to escalating to porn. Managed to stay away (just) all day. Life in general is a but crazy at the moment with what feels like one thing after another. No intimacy with my wife recently, but just sex either, due to health reasons which is effecting the mood. I'm missing it really but don't feel I can talk about it with her for Witt of just adding to the ever increasing pile of stuff going on.

Finished the day in bed feeling unwell myself, but sure if it's a mental/emotional thing or actually not feeling well. Very low at the moment and lacking motivation.

 

Check-in Day 5
Sunday, 23 February