Accountability for All

Day 4
It's always the same, the first 4 days are extremely difficult, then it gets easier until week three... and then I am lowering my defense somehow and losing it. But I really believe that this time will be different, 100% commitment! Thanks for all tips and motivation provided in this community!

 

That’s day five boys! Feeling great! Just gotta keep myself together. That underlying urge has started up. Where I just feel a general pull towards PMO. But I ain’t giving in! I’m gonna beat it this time! I feel it!

 

Back to day one, marriage reset. March has not been a good month. I had a bad relapse for the first time in months, and have reset ever since about every seven days. I’m going to do 100 percent better, starting NOW

 

Welcome.Try to update here daily

 

That's day six. I'm feeling strong. My mood is a little up and down and I'm struggling with the anger I typically feel when I'm recovering but what's important is I'm working through it

 

Hey guys, Starting out my day one today. Hoping for the best! Cheers.

 

welcome

 

Starting day 10. I hope this gets easier...

 

Day 53

I tried out using Telegram yesterday and that was not a good idea on my part. I wanted to connect to some groups and channels and the channel lists always had NSFW channels. Like there was A LOT of them. So I had to stop using it for my own safety.
Since the whole lockdown has been going on, I've been really irritated by "The P Company" and the coomers that worship it. With the premium memberships to keep men docile and a youtube video of "P Actresses" basically sexually assaulting men and getting away with it. I saw a comment on Instagram saying "They should be the world leader, they're so cool" dude this is the same company that abuses people, funds human trafficking and is manipulating the relationship between men and women. I just find it infuriating that the general populous is so blind to this bullsh*t.

 

Day 1

I have been a away for a while i have reset my counter today, the reason why i have been away is laziness overcame me i remember relapsing a couple days ago and being so lazy as to not come back here and update the status, i will try my best to not let that happen again.
Anyways i have been failing these past days i have been fapping non stop and with the addition with PHub premium worldwide made things much worse, but now i have been one day clean and wanted to get my shit together and come back here, update and start again.
It hasn't been all in vain ive done some home workouts and tried to stay as busy as i could to abstain today im going to try to delete that account with premium and not watch P anymore starting today, however i am feeling pretty arroused so im going to MO but naturally with just my imagination, i think is due to the dopamine overdose i had in these couple of days, will be updating tomorrow but i wont reset my counter because i want to mainly focus on getting rid of P and the rest will slowly die out im sure of it.
[I reset my counter to start today the 9 days one should disappear soon]

 

Week 1 almost complete =)
Right now I am feeling great, time to read some success storys to stay motivated for week 2!

 

Week one complete! Things have been going really well and I hope to continue this into next week! Feeling strong

 

Hey man don't be discouraged i also was feeling super low these past couple of days and relapsed everyday like twice, but i got my shit together and started the streak again i don't want to know how or why i just wanna know you gonna stand back up from this little step back and make 3 steps forward !!

 

My first day starting with nofap. More like my first few hours. I am really nervous about doing this as I have very low self confidence, esteem and am very nervous about my future.

I want to get through this though and do the best I can.

 

Naah. ALL porn makes men weak. All that goon and hypno crap is just more exciting to watch because theres a bunch of shit flashing and multiple sceens and bright flashy shit and some twat taking in the background. Its more shit going on then regular porn but its still just a bunch of BS. Its doesn't actually hypnotize anyone. We only THINK its addictive because out brains are so turned on by all the colors and women and its comparable to a drug.

Maybe its messes people up worse that aren't Christian. I could be lucky I have the Holy Spirit protecting me. Theres is a lot of demonic shit realised from porn from what i heard that can possess someone if they haven't accepted Christ..

Lust, Homosexuality and transgender shit is all demonic. Anyone can be healed in the name of Jesus. ANY addiction.

Lust is the hardest frickin thing ive ever had to kick. No way I can do it on my own with out the help of Christ.

I pray Lord that you comfort Cory with the Holy Spirt, that you break any stong holds around him, that you give him the strength to resist temptaion, and that you bind any demonic forces of lust around him in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen.

 

Man, I don't know if anybody else is still working with the Coronavirus. I am working from home because my job allows it and I am getting tons of emails regarding my assignments. I am answering them and then more keep popping up. This is really stressing me out. I am on Day 1 and have all types of stress from work.

How do other people get through this regarding their stress with work?