The Lord of the Rings Challenge

I have just fallen again
And I fell to a porn induced fetish I thoght I had gotten over. I feel sad and ashamed but also angrey for not being able to get over this shit! I'ts been almost three years since I realized porn isn't good for me and I haven't quit yet! Fuck!! Stop being a kid! Mature! Be the man you want to be, the man you have to be! Tomorrow will be day one of my definitive strike!

I apologize for this enthusiastic and over the top words but I feel like this is what I need in order to get out of this constant relapse cicle.

Wish you all the best.

 

Day 8!

 

Day 2 (at around 4:15 am).

 

This is my day 8. No urges so far and I feel pretty happy. although I can't levitate completely I'm starting to notice a 5 mm gap between me and the ground when I sit.

 

I’m joining in. I’m tired of myself and this stupid, worthless addiction. I will overcome this because I’m better than this.
Starting off as an Orc. Let’s do this brothers!

 

Welcome! If there is anything that bothers you, feel free to tell us about it!

 

Day 3
Maybe I just overreacting with all this? Maybe it`s all ok for how far I gone

Or...

I need to hustle more! Nothing is easy in life. Practice more, better my nutrition, motivation!

 

Day 9!

 

Day 9 ! Let's do it !

 

Yeah, I don't think it's much of an overreaction. We need to keep vigilant and push ourselves to recover.

Nutrition is a great idea, and thanks. I'll keep that in mind for myself a little more today having read that. This is why it is so great to get onto NoFap every day: We are reminded of the best things with which to replace our unwanted activities.

 

Day 01 down!

 

Checking in for day 33!

 

Day 8
I feel angry,weird. I feel like a total loser. I feel like I will never reach my goals. I hope this is a part of healing process because honestly, I am so close to freak out!

 

Relapsed again. I haven’t been having an issue with my laptop the past few months, so I thought I would be okay using it for a little bit. I don’t have blockers on it. Lost control and binged for about an hour before fully relapsing. Need to pick myself back up and get more serious about this journey. Back to orc.

 

Day 3 (at around 4:15 am)