THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

I fucked up. Back to zero

 

I think he means that although he's on day 26 he's taking it one day at a time.
(At least that would make sense)

 

I'm tired of coming here, telling plans and making promises, then watch porn again, eat crap again, stop exercising, don't get my life in order.
I don't think it helps me to only comment these ups and downs. I'm just loosing time sitting before the screen and looking for words to describe this overall shitty situation.

Not that I want to downplay the progress that I made. But it's "too late, too little".
I'm not pessimistic I'm simply demanding more from myself. Much more.

As I said, I'm not allowed to leave this place for good before reaching 90 days clean. But I don't need to hang around here. I even don't need to count days. I can't solve my problems on this platform. I need to go out ...

I think I'll join @SaiyanSoul, I need to come back with better results!

 

This platform is only for motivation, and keeping up with like minded people on the same journey as yours.
I find it easier to keep on going whilst I am still in the platform no matter how many times I'd relapse. I remember I once took a break, and I even forgot about the challenge, I litterally stopped fighting when I went away from the forum.And just give into the urges like how I'd do in the past. Now i am back and I'm fighting. Look I get it, we all get tired of doing the same thing and fighting the same battle, but...

My advice to you, would be to stay and fight. It's easier to forget yourself when you are out there in the world. It's like canceling your gym membership,so that you can go do excersises and workouts at home. At some point you will lack the motivation to continue.

 

Yes!

Thank you!

I know. I don't plan on resting though. No break for me! I plan to come here only on designated dates (also a task that requires discipline).

Next time I post here it will be as an Elite Warrior. Period.

 

Wishing you Good luck